The internet tests just don't cut it any more, here are a few facts about myself.
I am constantly thinking about the future, future events of all kinds that may or may not happen. I also like to play with the ''different perspective'' view, for example looking at life from more of a cosmic perspective. At times I also find it sad how everything is like a pattern, colorful lemmings driving up and down the street, me walking the same road the XXXth time.
Here is where the tests usually fuck me up, where they ask me about if I let my feelings or rational thinking do the deciding. Usually it's probably my feelings, where I make the decision of how I want it to be, of how I want my life to look at but is not necessary the rational choice, and I sort off know it is not. For example my high school did not equip me well for studying a certain subject but I went for it anyway because I thought it was a lot more interesting, even though I knew that it won't really matter in a few years as everything will equalize in the sense that the subject will just become that, yet another subject. I also got the brain in a vat sense a lot of times in the past but thank god that seems to be fading away now.
I am usually big picture orientated in my goals which can hit me over the head a few times.
When it comes to being organized and datelines I am usually more off a miss. I tend to try to plan it out so that I am on time but I am always 5 minutes too late, however I do not think I have ever missed a birthday or a meeting with friends, where I am pretty much always on time. My room is messy in the sense that it has stuff lying everywhere, but not as messy that I would need an hour to clean it. For example if I get visitors I only need about 5 minutes to make it very organized.
I seem to have good introspection and I think very lowly of myself. However I am working on it to better myself in order to be more happy in the future, but there is a certain obstacle which I can not seem to get passed, and this is dragging everything down as it a priority to me.
On the matter of E/I, I definitely seem to be very introverted, but I am not in my head so to speak, I'd love to be more outgoing and I probably could and would be if I was surrounded by different groups of people most of the time. So I usually get my energy from inside but I would like to get it from the environment as well, it's just that the conditions don't allow me to usually.
I know this is a bit little but if you could muster something up from this I would be very appreciative.