
Originally Posted by
mrrhq
Hello,
Needless to say, I am new here.
I believe I may either be INTP or ISTP dominant with definite traits of INTJ, and incredibly minor traits of Fi. My inferior Fe (haha, wimps) remains unused though. I think my cognitive abilities are so well-rounded, that I may not be any definition on the MBTI scale except for IXTX, excluding the ISTJ "cold-hearted, traditional monster". I have taken some tests that show that I am INTX and others that suggest INTP and ISTP. But, this test, that I have completed in the image below, displays something else otherwise:
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Sorry, because of the inane forum policies, I need 15 posts to post images and links. Just replace the [dot].
Here's what I believe to be true about myself:
Active: Si, Ne, Ni
Passive: Se, Si, Ni
Active: Te, Ti, Fi
Passive: Te, Ti, Fe, Fi
It is concerning that I have both Ti and Te abilities, which is disorienting, while I also now possess good Fi and Si ability.
I am also diagnosed with High-functioning Autism (HFA) or Autism Disorder, which has been. over time, treated by psychological professionals, and I've also taken computer and programming-related classes among things. And I have other scientific figures and influences that I've liked experiencing and doing things with.
So I think the reason for my passive Se function, is mainly because of my autism. Unlike the "typical" NT types, I am sensitive to smells and noises, which bother me, and, when appropriate, I may have to address my concerns.
I have an incredible aptitude and philosophy towards technology and computing, the sciences, graphical arts. I have also been converted into using only GNU/Linux and UNIX, and since the past few months, even though I had used Windows for 7 years since Windows 98 SE, I never looked back (especially now that I've seen Windows 8 *gag*). I love drawing artwork, but I also like Critiquing my own artwork, which is more ITJ-like behavior, but I still like to be perceptive about it. I perceive that it's important to perceive things, but I also think it is in our own civil nature to judge.
I highly believe that philosophy, reasoning and theorizing have strong purposes in exploring, experiencing, defining and living life. And that these discoveries in the science, engineering and technology fields will, in ways of people open to it, reshape, impose, redefine and improve the lives of society. There is no greater accomplishment or feeling than helping people whether you do it the introverted or extroverted way. Unfortunately, problems of money (economy), politics, non-fair trade and lack of universalism hinder advancement. The INTJ and INFJ want to understand people, the NTs want to innovate. But without the, down-to-earth realism, how can they be executed the way that STs do it?
The extravagant info above may be used for more of an introduction about myself, so I want to get to the point, which is that I want to be typed either accurately or theoretically to the MBTI. And I also want to start a discussion about whether there are any others here with complex and hard to define personalities.
The image above, from keys2cognition[dot]com, shows my Introverted and Extroverted, Sensing and Feeling, and Thinking and Feeling types, where Ni and Ti are the strongest. Which is very awkward since INTJ is very Ne oriented. And due to the fact that I have averages all of my Se functions, shows that I also desire paying attention to detail, and taking things apart. I also hate sports and consistent activity and argument, unlike the ISTP. I prefer order over chaos and rationalization like the INTJ, but sometimes I also feel lazy and disorientated into thought like the INTP.
For example, things that I dislike about most of the types are:
ISTP -- Argues irrationally and becomes too into things
INTJ -- Becomes too into expressing their own theory (Ne), and some may even "act so much like a smart-ass".
INTP -- Usually lazy as f*ck. Do I even need to say more?
Please don't take those as offensive. I know that I even feel the same way when I switch into INTP mode. I feel lazy and unimproved. Sometimes, even though I feel like learning more, I don't. And, I know when I am in ISTP mode, I argue and sometimes I make harsh and immature remarks. It may just be a temporary side effect where I need others to explain my own problem, but not always harshly. And while being INTJ makes one feel "superior", it is this burst of self confidence that clouds the mind in place of the more open INTP. The INTJ can truly be "superior", if only the adapt to the open flexibility of Ti, Ni and P without being lazy and inefficient.
It's no wonder how I cannot get perfectly along with all of those types. I always strive to make myself better for myself and others, even though it's not based on feeling (Fe) but my Si, Se, Ni, Ti and Te ability. And I know there's no perfection, there is only improvement. If more people have open mindsets, they can accomplish anything they want to, Typical traits of the INTP and INFJ, us the feeling that they can do anything they want to, and accomplish it if they want to. Hey, you know what? I can be the jack of all trades guy, whom feels like I can perfectly fit in to society's rules, restrictions and laws, even though I may not always want for for better reasons. I can either avoid or solve society's problems if it's feasible and genuinely worth it. I may not be perfect, I may not feel perfect, but I feel great, and I know I am great, and I know I may not be greater than you, but please acknowledge that I am great when I acknowledge that you are great.
I value simplicity and complexity in life. They both have their own meaning and uses: Where simplicity is for simple explanations and complexity is for detailed explanations. I am usually, in my own way, a very deep person, but not mysterious. I always improvise for myself and tell people how I feel. But only if that person must understand and be concerned. Otherwise it is a waste of time for me to do that.
I highly dislike unnecessary small talk and gossip, and feelings that get in the way of reasoning and logic. I wish I could help these people, but they need to help themselves. That's the only method I've found usable. And it requires time.
And Finally, I also really with there were more people like me. Just saying.
While I also like near, conventionally perfect and accurate spelling and grammar, I also dislike Websites that don't have spell-checking (like this one) because of a JavaScript-based text entry field. But I digress, it would be better if I did it, but it's also a waste of time.
Note: Okay, this JavaScript text input thing is really bothering me, and interfering with Pentadactyl for Firefox. Admins, can I please disable this? Thanks.
You may attempt to type me, but you may fail miserably. Good luck.
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