I wander whats the difference with type 4 and 9. I think I am an ISFP and then I cant decide if Im a nine or a four. Can anyone tell me the difference? I can really relate to both of them. And I really can turn the thought inward and outward and feel totally crazy after a while because the one moment I think of course yes I am a nine and not a four and then I think oh my god of course I am a four not a nine. A think I can adapt to almost every person even if I somethimes is shy( somethimes i even can decide if I am shy or not. Maby thats a typycal Nine thing?). The whole of me really depends from what people I am with, what Im thinking, where I am etc. I really is confuced of who I am. I have thought many thimes that Im like everybody. I can relate to everyone and get along with them (but somethimes I can think stupid thoughts like "oh now theyre not going to like me", a little paranoid i guess ( a nine thing?) But as the four.. I have strong emotions and very empathic, and I think I am honest with my feelings.)
Now you see I think really from every perspective and cant never decide. Is that i nine thing?
I am extremely sencitive to.. its a four thing.. And yes I often think Im not like anybody, but thats maby both 9 and 4?
I am highly artistic and I love to dance, sing, play piano, act, have fun, and imitate people haha. Im good at that.
Something else I think about now.. its like Im allways in some special moode, and everything seems to look different depending on what mood I am in, even if it is the exactly same place.. I allso seem to change my mind all the thime. I cant decide anything.
When I was little I used to have panic attacs (4 thing).
I allways felt like I am really strange, but very sensetive and want everything to be good. I just cant stop wondering everything like this.
I allso allways try something every weekend when I go out with friends. Like, "allright this weekend I am going to see if I am a type 9, or if I am a typ ESFP or ISFP or typ 4. Maby I am an ESFP but just a shy one? Oh no maby I am an enfp? No of course an ISFP. hmmm know I think maby I am an ISFP with i 9 enneagram and a very sensetive nine?
haha this is what my thoughts is about. Confused!
So.. now I hope you got an Idea of what I am after you red all this, and that was my idea.:)