I generally do not like children. People say "Oh, what a cute little child' and it just doesn't compute with me, then again, I generally don't see beauty in people in general. Now a beautiful sight like a sunset, or a forest, or something like that I can get behind, dunno bout people though, especially children, guess I'm just weird lol.
There is this one kid that belongs to a worker at a resteraunt that reminds me, everytime I see it, why I do not like children. I didn't like children as a child and I like them even less now that I'm an adult. I plan on getting "fixed" after I move when I get done with my general studies, I do not want children. The thought of having a child scares me more then STD's. Not sure why either.... but they do for some reason. Also, before anybody starts in with this, I am scared of STD's, just children more.
Plus their s'damn fragile, physically and emotionally. They also require inordinate amounts of upkeep, and uber expensive lil things.
I think the reason I think this way is because my own childhood was absolute crap, all the way through high school I attempted suicide more times than I really care to tell anybody. Another reason is that my own mother and grandfather are so childlike that it has caused me to hate them both. The fact that they are ESFJ's also gives me goosebumps when I think about a child of mine being one of their type, just too many negative associations. I just avoid both children and ESFJ's alltogether, saves me a lot of undue stress.
Is anybody else genuinely frightend of children?