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This is a discussion on Thinking you're "Broken" and Ti-Ni loops within the ISTP Forum - The Mechanics forums, part of the SP's Temperament Forum- The Creators category; Originally Posted by Aquc So you necro'd a thread, as the wrong type, and then got your facts confused? Nice. ...
I finally, FINALLY (queue celebratory music) am starting to break out of my years (probably since i was 13) long Ti-Ni loop. At the end of junior high I had a "friend" totally betray me and completely decimate my social life/self confidence/family life. Ever since then I was super cynical, untrusting of people, lone wolf. I was usually depressed all the time (especially over the past couple years). Finally with the help of some online friends whom which I connected to and knowledge of the MBTI I was able to finally break out of the loop. The thing that finally helped me get over the last little hump was finally taking the "leap" and signing up for a gym membership last month. I have felt a million times better and more well rounded since I started working out 3-4 times a week.
It's still something I'm working on, but I'm forcing myself to not fall back into that cycle again. Over the 6 months or so I've been trying to force myself to get out and try new things and hang out with new people just for the hell of it. With that said I did have a pretty major falling out in january. For 5 months I pretty much completely isolated myself, only going out with a friend (maybe two on rare occasions) once or twice a month. Other than that I would sit inside my house and brood about how I and everyone else and the world sucked, only leaving to go to work or class.
Anywho, before I go on to write a short story (more so than I already have) I will wrap this up now
Edit* Also I'm sure some of this can be chalked up to just being a hormonal teenager and finally getting to the end of that horribly awkward road. But regardless I felt (and still do to some extent) disconnected from everyone else.
Correct me if I'm wrong but that says INTP. And again, correct me if I'm wrong but that means your functions are Ti-Ne-Si-Fe.
Sigh~ rue the days when you're questioned about your sociopathological disorder's legitimacy
Last edited by Jay Singh; 09-26-2012 at 07:47 PM. Reason: cuz im a gangstaa