This is a discussion on The ISTJ Rant/Rave Thread within the ISTJ Forum - The Duty Fulfillers forums, part of the SJ's Temperament Forum- The Overseers category; Originally Posted by Yardiff Bey @ niss @ Sela @ MBTI Enthusiast @ Qadosh @ LeelaWho - this may interest ...
Rant: I am very tired. Y'know what... screw it. I am going to sleep at 7:30PM tonight.
So here's what happened/backstory:
My sister texted me that she felt sick yesterday. My mother took her to urgent care. They said that you need to go to the children's hospital that's in our city. I used to work there/I did my externship there. I know that complicated place like the back of my hand. Anyways, they did an ultrasound, since they suspected appendicitis. They couldn't find her appendix, so they did a CT scan. And then they said that she has to get it removed. She had surgery a little after 1AM today. I brought my mom and sister all of their stuff at 7AM and stayed until I had class. I went to class, and then went to work. I went back to my sister in the hospital after work, and we watched a movie and she slept. I then went to my Opa's house to meet my aunt and uncle and their two kids who flew down from WA, because there is a surprise party in my family on Saturday in Sacramento. I got home, and got food, and tracked down my father and brother and fed them.
I have a test and a quiz tomorrow at school. I prepared for them early though, thank goodness.
I feel so tired, and I know that it's from all of the worrying I'm doing. *sigh*
Okay, thanks guys- I am done, for now.
Rave: It's a beautiful day!!! I'm going outside to work on my garden.
Rant: My mind is doing that, "Are you suuuure?" thing again, resulting in inner dialogues like the following.
Other thoughts my mind likes to throw at me include, "Are you sure you're a Type 5, never mind the fact that you've never identified with anything so hard in your life? You could be a Type 6 in denial, you know," and "I think you're doing absolutely everything wrong." *headdesks*Me 1: *le surfing the interwebs*
Me 2: Hey, 1987.
Me 1: Yes?
Me 2: Are you sure you're not a Feeler that's convinced yourself you're a Thinker because of some sub-conscious negative bias?
Me 1: Look at the results of the last cognitive functions tests I took. Ti and Te are always right at the top, while Fi is usually in the middle and Fe is either last or second-to-last.
Me 2: Yeah, but those are just online tests. You can't just assume they're right; that'd be stupid of you. You might be tricking the tests too.
Me 1: ... You're going to tell me more research is needed, aren't you?
Me 2: Yep. Do more research! Do more research! Do more research!
Me 1: FFFUUUUUUUU-
Rave: Weekend = time to get re-acquainted with bed = hooray!
Rave: Just did some more therapy. Cleaning mortar off bricks - the old way. YAY!
...sometimes you just gotta smash the fuck out of shit.