[caramel_choctop]

I stole this from the INTJs and the INFPs: we'll see how it takes off here.
So, ISFPs, spill the beans! Confess as many or as few things as you want. <3

1. Sometimes I doubt I'll ever have the selflessness/commitment to be in a close friendship or a relationship, but I'm starting to accept that I have to make an effort with people sometimes, instead of just assuming someone doesn't like me and distancing myself.
2. I feel so boring and avoidant (which I am) atm, like a broken record. I don't feel like I'm living.
3. Masks might be painted in elaborate swirling detail, but the real thing is so much richer.


Your turn.

[iMarieish]

I fear I'll forever be a procrastinator. I want to get things done. In my head, I have every intention of doing stuff - but even so, I still put it off until the last possible moment...

[gilded]

Been hung up on this guy for years now, he's clearly not interested and although I KNOW I need to give it up I can't.

[Kayness]

I'm kind of having a celebrity crush on Michael Fassbender right now.

[killeromantic]

1. I'm afraid I'm going to kill myself eventually. Because I have a near impossible time forming close relationships with anyone unless they're very persistent with me. And what are the chances I'll ever find a chick for me when I'm so.... empty seeming all the time. I'm a listener, and you know most girls are super chatty..
2. I develop the biggest crushes on cute girls with emotional problems. I guess I want to be the hero type of thing.
3. I'm a lesbian, btw. A very soft hearted easy going very laid back honest blah blah etc.
4. I go on Yahoo! answers when I'm really lonely and it helps.

:)

[gilded]

1. I'm afraid I'm going to kill myself eventually. Because I have a near impossible time forming close relationships with anyone unless they're very persistent with me. And what are the chances I'll ever find a chick for me when I'm so.... empty seeming all the time. I'm a listener, and you know most girls are super chatty..
2. I develop the biggest crushes on cute girls with emotional problems. I guess I want to be the hero type of thing.
3. I'm a lesbian, btw. A very soft hearted easy going very laid back honest blah blah etc.
4. I go on Yahoo! answers when I'm really lonely and it helps.

:)

lol let's date. I'm not TOO emotionally messed up

[Kayness]

I once dumped somebody via text message. I'm sorry....

[Luftkopf]

I've been single for about four years, and I don't think I know how to get close to single women anymore. Practically all my female friends are married, or in long term relationships...
I'm getting a bit lonely here.

[Le9acyMuse]

I wonder of the reasons I'm so intrigued by tragedy and troubled by happiness. You'd think it's advantageous, having a stomach for poignancy, but I tend to feel backwards and deprived. To complain is a contradiction; it hurts, but I like it. I've become something of a pseudo-perfectionist. Seeking perfection will be my undoing, yet I'm resolved to it destroying me, long as I can have the dream. I've never been more imperfect.

I'm excited of the possibilities, but I'd collapse before long without a supplementation. Curse you, Enneatype 4!!

[Kayness]

I find it very hard, if not near impossible, to understand when a Mainland Chinese speaks Mandarin, however I find it very easy to understand when a Singaporean speaks Mandarin...a lot of the vernacular is different as well.

I started learning Mandarin at pretty much about the same time I started learning English, but all those time I did so only grudgingly because I felt obligated to do it (my father's side of the family is Chinese, therefore I look Chinese to a lot of people, therefore they assume that I am Chinese/speak Chinese, and when I don't understand what they said they gave me dirty looks. It put me in this intensely uncomfortable situation of simultaneously wanting to get away from them and wanting to win their approval)
I wished I paid more attention in class though, because now I'm constantly finding myself wishing that I spoke it as fluently as I speak English or at least, my native language.