Long time no see PerC!
I felt text was restricting, so i decided to make a video, but turns out i am horribly ineloquent on video and my family makes a lot of noise...so i'm sorry):
people who have seen me before, i know i'd been very cocky last time, but yeah, hopefully i'm better now! hehe sorry if i had pissed/offended yall, please forgive me):
feel free to give opinions on what my type would be based on my video. i'd rather you did actually, i think your opinions would mean a lot to me, since often it's hard to be your own best judge especially for things like MBTI which imo are more objective than introspective psychoanalysis for example can really be! :D
so here goes. whenever the recording was paused it was cos my family was noisy and i was annoyed hehe. I CAN'T RECORD IF YOU'RE TALKING PEOPLE.
sorry i look so horrible, i don't use makeup and i just showered so yeah, hair is screwed D:
For questions unanswered in the video due to family nearby:
Premarital sex: i think virginity is overrated hehe, but it's everyone's own choice. personally, i don't mind, if the situation is right marriage should not be the main reason whether to have sex or not. but for me, Yay.
Done drugs: nope, i get high on my own :D now at home i'm not exactly in a high mood but i can get into moods where i look and act as if i'm high on weed. (complete with stoned face) so, nothing against it but i don't need it, nay :D
Kissed in the rain: sadly, nay. my ex-boyfriend was the opposite of romantic, and to me romance is extremely stressful, so i turn into an unhealthy xsfj-ish person who demands lots of love, so yep. we were always pissed at each other.
Oh btw tell me what ethnicity i look like! i mean, it's probably quite obvious but still. hehe.
/edit i deleted some awkward silence scenes cos i had to get within 15min. plus i don't make sense half the time...so hehe. my words were all chosen wrongly because i didn't want to spend too much time thinking ://
i don't feel like i said enough but oh well, feel free to just ask questions :D or you can pm me if you want(:
p.s. i just thought of my pet peeves. i get very annoyed when people think they are more mature than they are, and get offended if you prove them otherwise. i recognize that i'm terribly immature and i admit it. i mean, i'd like to think i'm pretty deep, but that doesn't make me mature, to me maturity is knowing how to apply yourself to make the world a better place.
I'm totally rambling): oh, and for phobias, i have a phobia of physical attraction. i'm afraid of lust, like really recently, and it's really scary and i'm working on it(:
I really want to grow through my interactions here (i think my life revolves around a desire to grow), and, yeah, feel free to criticize or whatever if it's sincere and constructive, it's good. ^^
OH GOD THE THUMBNAIL IS UGLY I'm currently trying to change it but :///
URGH I WROTE A TRANSCRIPT BUT I ACCIDENTALLY CLOSED THE WINDOW.
okay here goes i shall do it again :/ since most of you are most probably not attracted to the long video, where i look positively pukeworthy haha.
* Name - What do you preferred to be called?
- Any nicknames?
xin hui. xin, hui, or anything that isn't offensive is okay i don't raelly care.
Location - Where were you originally born? Where do you live today? Any interesting story behind that?
- If you could get up and go anywhere in the world at the present moment, where would you go and why?
made in the philippines. ;D singaporean all the way. nope no interesting story, i wanan go to thailand because i want to partake in the strong thai culture :D
Age - How old are you? Do you think you act your age? If not, explain which age you think you resemble most. Do it for the laughs.
15 going on 16. i act like a 5yo in crowds and obviously on cam. in intellectual discussions i sound older.
* What is your Myers-Briggs personality type and for how long have you been reading on personality theory?
intp?entp? i experience phases so i can jump from esfj to infj to estp to (prolly a default) entp/intp to intj etc i have no idea really because there are so many layers to my personality and everytime i try to embark on growth i get thrown off :/
* What type do you usually test as?
* What are your favorite and least favorite personality types to be around?
there are horrible and cool people of any personality type, this question is ridiculous.
If you've taken any other personality tests, included but not limited to tests like the Enneargram and Big 5 (SLOAN), what were your results?
enneagram 7w6. too lazy to check my sloan, i think i'm very extreme though and it's like the typical entp/intp one.
* Employed or Unemployed?
student. whaddya think.
What is your education? In college, tell us your major.
i'm in a science stream, i love lit but i hate how they are objectifying something so distinctly subjective. urgh syllabi annoy me.
What is your dream job?
introspective psychoanalysis would be awesome. anything around there please <3
About You ~
* Tell us in a brief paragraph or two how you would describe yourself and what you hope to get out of this forum.
i'm very focused on growth, but i'm distracted when it comes to everything else. apparently i was really selfless and altruistic as a child but something happened (i'm trying to find out) and i changed, but i still retain that instinct which can be really annoying. i change erally easily, and i don't dare to love because i expect a lot and i change so fast that i'll only hurt those i care for. I'd like to think of myself as immature and deep at the same time (does that make sense?) because i'm extremely restless and i can only find inner peace when i'm in the middle of chaos.
for more information, links in my sig!
What is your favourite section at the toy-store? plushies and water guns please.
Do you collect anything? i lose stuff, so i buy new things, then three days later i see the apaprently MIA culprit sitting placidly on a most predictable spot. my things should stop running away from me.
What are your phobias?
sexual attraction. i don't know why, i'm trying to find out too. i'm scared of hurting those i care, but i do this all the time. i'm scared of introspection because everytime i do it something changes and i come out with a new wound.
Describe your favourite food until you drool.
anything that includes any combination of carbs veggies and gravy.
Some of the things that you give you jollies?
i like good books, good arguments, and i like discovering personal intellectual and emotional territory, like pushing the boundaries. i like to think of myself as a mental adventurer.
What are your top five pet peeves?
don't really have enough of an attention span. things going missing prolly are pretty annoying though.
What would a perfect day be like for you?
books, talking to strangers, a good game of tennis, and a stimulating intellectual debate.
Do you prefer a vegetarian or meat diet or both?
vegeterian. the only meat i really like is seafood.
Other Other ~ Yay or Nay?
God and Souls
god as an omnipotent power, nay. god as in existence of supernatural beings, yay. i believe there are things that aren't ever in our ability to understand, because that is for dimensions beyond us to comprehend. by some similar logic which i cannot bring out now due to tiredness, soul yay.
The Death Penalty
nay. martyrdom anyone? if i wanted someone to be tortured, lifetime imprisonment with no chance of release ftw. we could use mental torture too for the sake of it.
if there's love, why not. but at my state i can't think of it.
People are inherently good
nay i guess. i believe every decision has to have a justification, and my altruistic instinct is annoying me because 'it feels right' doesn't...feel right.
by the same logic as souls/gods, yes i guess. these supernaturals can control us but i choose to believe they don't bother to plan our entire lives out.
i get high without substances as mentioned above.
Kissed in the rain
i wish. my society doesn't really allow for bgr at our age, so when i have them they have to be private (i.e. not outdoors in the rain)
Re-reading a good book
yes yes yes so many insights every other time. jim lewis's books especially. <3 i'll start on paul auster soon.