What about giving a shit about giving a shit?Confidence or no confidence, flaws or no flaws, one requires something they care about to find motivation and “grow” as a person.
You’ve found things that matter to you, and they seem to have created a sustainable motivation that allows you to overcome your shortcomings or work around them. Good for you, when people care they usually find a way.
Some of us genuinely just don’t give a shit. That doesn’t deny us our right to wish we did.
A lack of motivation can be a depressing thing, and it’s not something one can conjure on a whim. It’s not solely dependent on one’s level of confidence.