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This is a discussion on The Fi Thread. (Expose your gooey insides here) within the INTJ Forum - The Scientists forums, part of the NT's Temperament Forum- The Intellects category; Originally Posted by listentothemountains I don't know what to do, whether to stay or to go, whether it is worth ...
This post. I thought my IU obsession was starting to calm down. I'm going to be single forever. Sure, I don't mind being single but there are other aspirations in life that are harder to achieve in solitude. I thought I was picky before but now no one will ever be that cute, sing like that, or have those legs. The lyrics of that song don't really help my cause either. They're just extra motivation to hold out for that one thing I've been waiting for. I think I really set myself up for a downer with this. I'm starting to think if I should actually be serious about my plan or if I should just start dating ANYONE just to see if it goes away. My money is on the second option... maybe I could throw my ridiculously high standards out the window for a few months, actually put effort into meeting new people, and see how it goes.
EDIT: cut out rambling
Ok, about my ex. She can come talk to me whenever she wishes. I can take having each other in social media, and that's it.
GuuUUuooOoooey, that's why it gets so messy.
I have serious issues with expressing my emotions around people -- not only that I prefer to conceal 'em, I'm actually disgusted by them, but rather.. It might be a childhood complex (?), I didn't get much privacy because I had people always forcing me to "let it out", it's ironic (almost miserable) because I only wanted to be left alone. Should this really be an issue? Whenever I get emotional it feels like all the negative feelings I've had in my entire life just burst out uncontrollably -- VeeEeErY GooEy.
Such an emotional day...... I still feel like this inside:
Blue= sadness and it's derivatives
Red= anger and it's derivatives
There's so much hate in this world it makes me sick.
Why can't we damn live in peace with each other?