@ mdawn & utalk2muchandnevershutup
Thanks for the info. I understand what you mean to an extent, getting into a relationship that actually gets serious in the mental/emotional sense it can be a little scary... I always feel like it just tears open the door to my emotional side, and its tough in the sense that it can be something that I don't have all that much control over (at least to the extent I'm accustomed)
But those moments, when stuff gets really intense, and everything is just going perfect.... Its... amazing. That's why I keep looking.