[Monkey Fritz]

- I do not trust myself to know how to be happy

- I have a picture in my head of two old people sitting side by side on the front porch in their rocking chairs, holding hands. I want this so badly it hurts



- I won't show emotion in situations where it would make sense, but if I watch Wall-E alone I will cry until I can't breath.

- I have just as much trouble letting go as I do connecting in the first place

If it wasn't for mood ring eyes, I doubt I would ever know when I am happy. One genetic trait all INTJs should have.

I would lean more towards a glass of wine, ever since the great Bottomless Bucket incident when I was four and made myself sick on popcorn.

WALL-E gets me every time.

I know that last one all too well,
Though I seem to do a pretty good job of destroying them, given enough time.

[hornet]

I confess to having feelings although they are pretty numb...

[Napoleptic]

I confess to having feelings although they are pretty numb...

I confess to having feelings although they are pretty dumb.

No! Wait! That's not right! I meant to say that I'm pretty dumb about my feelings! Like seriously stupid. And on the odd instance where I slip and let my feelings of attraction for someone show...well, it's sort of like seeing a fish flop around on the ground - I'm so clearly out of my element it's awkward and uncomfortable for everyone involved.

[Sanskrit]

Hm, I do not know if I have anything to confess...
Perhaps this is worth of confessing my stupidity:
I still think that given right companion, I could sustain a relationship and actually make is economically productive rather than a draining situation.

It is rather unlikely but... that's why I kinda like to keep it down.

[Dralud]

-As much as i try to be a good person, i know that i have a strong sadistic side of me that wants to fight and kill, hunt and torture.

-I cry durring Disney or Pixar movies at the sad parts, or when one of my pets dies, but the death of a human leaves me totaly cold.

-I try to believe in true love, but im scared that it doesnt exist and that i will thus not be able to live a fullfilling life.

-I sometimes wish i was normal, or at least close to it, because then people wouldnt be scared of me or try to put me on a pedestal.

-I am quite certain that i am a failure, and the reason why I build so many gadgets or read so many books is so i can convince myself i did something right.

-Being insane seems to be a pre-requisite for me to be attracted to you...

[Meh.]

I confess:
I constantly think about death.
I'm afraid if I were to die tomorrow, nobody would care. I'm afraid of not having made an impact on anybody's life.
I think I'm incapable of love.
I often feel bad about not feeling bad about anything. I have cried because I can't feel any emotions.
I'm an atheist. I don't believe in destiny/fate, luck or any other guiding power whatsoever. I sometimes wish I could believe in something.

[dalsgaard]

I think about death constantly as well. There's no consolation, and I imagine the end is going to be quite gruesome. The only thing to do is to make the most out of the rest of my life. If I'm lucky, it will only be a few moments of pain while feeling life being stripped away from me. I wonder what it'll be like, the moment when I'm forced to realize that I will no longer exist, and that there is going to be absolutely nothing left. My palms sweat when I think about it. But there's nothing we can do. Just endure.

[Meh.]

Anytime I'm driving or walking down the road I always imagine all possible ways I could die. Sometimes when I'm looking out my window I wonder how much it would really hurt if I fell . I'm not suicidal ,but I simply cannot help these thoughts. I do want to make a difference in the world, but most of the times it seems quite pointless.

[dalsgaard]

Anytime I'm driving or walking down the road I always imagine all possible ways I could die. Sometimes when I'm looking out my window I wonder how much it would really hurt if I fell . I'm not suicidal ,but I simply cannot help these thoughts. I do want to make a difference in the world, but most of the times it seems quite pointless.

If we're lucky we'll have a 100 years, but stacked up against a 13,7 billion year old universe, our prospects are pretty slim. Some may say that we can always help the rest of humanity, but realistically speaking the human race will perish in the blink of an eye, and the universe will continue to cool and expand as if nothing happened. Why change anything in a world where nothing truly matters anyway? The clock will just keep on ticking, and all values, ethics, norms, ideas and accomplishments will rush down along with the grains of sand in the great hourglass of time. We're nothing. Everything we have ever known is nothing. But I find that to go on living I have to believe in something. So I tell myself that I believe in humanity, which is a lie I can support from time to time. It's all a big cosmic joke if you ask me, but fuck it - I'll play along. What else is there to do? Life isn't intolerable, it's just pointless.

[Meh.]

Why change anything in a world where nothing truly matters anyway? The clock will just keep on ticking, and all values, ethics, norms, ideas and accomplishments will rush down along with the grains of sand in the great hourglass of time. We're nothing. Everything we have ever known is nothing. But I find that to go on living I have to believe in something. So I tell myself that I believe in humanity, which is a lie I can support from time to time. It's all a big cosmic joke if you ask me, but fuck it - I'll play along. What else is there to do? Life isn't intolerable, it's just pointless.

Exactly. I can't make myself truly believe in humanity either. The only logical argument that makes me want to do something is this: If we're alive and are going to be for a few more decades(not considering premature death) ,might as well make the most of it. What I mean is, we have to find something to do while we're alive, right? That is the only reason why I'm still trying to achieve something in life. Because if I don't, then life will be truly meaningless.