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Got to have a day pretty much indoors after days and days of running around preparing stuff - sent my important letters, studied Japanese, watched some nature programs, wrote some story I actually think is okay, and more nature programs later. It's a good day.
The guy I've been dating for the last 7 months is sick and had to go back home to his parents. We had a tearful goodbye this morning. I don't know if I'll ever see him again, cause you know how people are sometimes - out of sight out of mind. I'm trying to let go of expectations, if it is meant to be it will somehow work out. I mainly hope he feels better soon, but my chest physically hurts and I think I need to cry. I'm worried that I'll get all depressed and go Se mode for a while.
I am not sure if I should just sleep, cry, and eat this chocolate he left here or if I should do healthier things like reach out to a friend, jog, clean, and eat a salad. I want to rearrange my apartment so I don't think of him. I should wash my sheets. Gah. Well, at least it was lovely while it lasted. I regret nothin. Ok, here come the tears...nope headache. If I let myself feel sad I'm going to really hurt.
Cheerios Commercial. I'm pissed at the responses.