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This is a discussion on The (stream of conscious?) venting thread for INTJ. within the INTJ Forum - The Scientists forums, part of the NT's Temperament Forum- The Intellects category; Originally Posted by ChanceyRose Cursive is only taught for a semester in my daughter's school district in the US and ...
It might be? I've never been diagnosed with bipolar before, but my mom had it and took pills for it, as well as anxiety and headaches and pain from her constant surgeries. She had three hernias before she died. If it's hereditary, it's possible. I've actually wondered if I might have it...
My sick humour, is all. x
If you aren't actually doing things like walking off and taking the life savings every other week then it might just be a mild case of having the shits with work. I wouldn't be overly hasty. You were called into work on your day off....you have a right to be shitty and revel in it.
Well, it's a lot more than just work too. I mean work set it off, but it's been building up. I'm just getting tired of the same job everyday, which I hate anyway. I've been working at it for two years now - it's not what I really want to be doing, obviously, but I'm really poor and things are just moving really slowly for me. I want to move to Seattle, but saving up will take me most of this year, since I also want to buy a car before I move. I don't like it here in Las Vegas, the weather is awful (it's not even the heat, I just hate the constant gushing windstorms we get every other week). I just want to break out of my life and it's my fault for being lazy and not just finding things to do that let me be creative.
I let my music go too, which I'm starting to realize was a bad idea. I need to dust off my synths and start working on something, even if it's just for a hobby now.
I don't know, I think that's all PerC has become to me too - like a way of just venting my pent up desire for self-expression. It definitely helps to take the edge off, since I really don't have any friends to hang out with here, or the confidence to just go out and hang out at clubs or go bar-hopping alone. Maybe in the future, I might try that. Once I work up the ego for it.
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