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This is a discussion on No shame thread: write something that scares you. within the INFP Forum - The Idealists forums, part of the NF's Temperament Forum- The Dreamers category; Originally Posted by da_gobbo personally im fine with a photo on the net, sitting on my keyboard would be a ...
Ha! I don't mind most insects but praying mantises freak me out. I think they look evil.
I fear that I am a failure and always will be. That my dreams will never come to fruition.
I am also afraid of spiders and ghosts!
I'm afraid of the person that i might become if I don't live up to the expectations that others have put on me as well as the expectations that i have put on myself.
I'm afraid that one day i'm going to lose my mind and end up in a psych ward.
I'm afraid of inadvertently hurting people when i'm trying to help.
I'm also afraid that this fear is what will cause it if it happens
@MelanieM OMG! I love praying mantises!!! I even had a few as pets. Ok, I should start a bug thread. >:D
Since I went off topic, I'll do another fear.
I'm afraid that someday I'll dissappear in everyone's mind and become a nothing.
I posted something pertaining to a specific example to what I am shamed of in a different thread. The confession thread. I don't plan on repeating it, it certainly is rather shallow, and to use my mother as an excuse is just an excuse. I just wish i did not have to feel that what i had posted would place judgment upon me if i went against what i had posted. It should not matter what my mother would think, especially when it comes to someone that i certainly could become more than friends with. One of these days my mother is going to have the biggest shock of her life, a girl with purple hair would be enough to scare her.
im afraid of angry people and insensitive people. im afraid of being rejected. im afraid of acting like myself. being alone. not living to my potential. not following my passions. of what others think.