I have read that our personality type is very rare, like 5-6% of the population. When I read that, it made it easier for me to explain why I feel so disconnected from people. I find it hard to carry normal every day conversations with people. Talk about the weather, news, or normal stuff bores me to death. It must be written all over my face, because most conversations with me don't last very long.
It's hard to understand why people love filler conversation. It serves no point besides filling the silence with noise. I've often considered that it may be ADHD or some form of anxiety but there's a label for everything out there and at some point I feel like we have to just say, "ya know, this is me" and if people bore us then we shouldn't feel guilty about that.