Little things are adding up, and I'm starting to become depressed. I can't go down one road without hurting some people, and I can't follow my heart, because I know there would be too many consequences for my actions. I feel like I'm bending to people's expectations, but if I do what I want to do, it'll end up even worse, ending up in an embarrassment I'll never be able to escape.
So.. I'm just going to sit here.. keep on living my life, and try not to think too much about the future.