I've experinced people talking behind my back, being nice to me but I hear later on people talk a lot of garbage about me with others to "destroy" me,
Iknow everybody tell me I should just smile and let these stupid people waste their time but I cant help it, I feel angry, get depressed, sad, feel so betrayed by people.
Eventually I start to feel I cant trust people, get a little too paranoid at some times. Are you the same, does people thoughts affect you as much as they do to me?
I hate that I care about what other people think about me but I can't just switch brain with anyone.