I find myself often wanting to do something to express a way that I'm feeling, but there's one problem. I don't really have a way of doing it. I play guitar, but have stopped a lot in the past few years and don't really feel it anymore. When I try to play or write a song, it always sounds cheesy or bad to me. I try to more generally write but I find myself not approving of anything that I write down. When I read it then or the next day I always discard it because it sounds like shit.
I don't really know how to express myself without it sounding like crap. I think the writing problem comes from me just not knowing where to go with what I'm writing. I can think of ideas, but starting them is really hard. I don't know what to first write. It always seems too brief, not descriptive enough and just generally crappy.
I need a different way of expressing myself and thought this forum was a good place to search.