[Steve MD]

I had such a wonderful day!!!! all the darkness lifted and I was able to enjoy my self for the first time in a long time, i hope this lasts forever......

[murderegina]

GUYS I DIDN'T FAIL!!!!! I got two 4.0's ...how is this possible?!?! How did I do this?! I am getting so much closer to my goal. If me from a year ago, saw me now- I wouldn't believe it. I owe so much love to my best friends and to PC. I owe so much so all the encouragement and inspiration I've received. One of my greatest fears in life is I'll never be able to express my thanks to the world and to those special people, like many of you.


I know I may seem sometimes like I am overly pep-talk-ish, and I'm sorry if it comes off as contrived, but I mean every word of it. I have just want you all to believe in the possibility of you and how you can do anything. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! I am so blessed.

[murderegina]

I had such a wonderful day!!!! all the darkness lifted and I was able to enjoy my self for the first time in a long time, i hope this lasts forever......

I am so happy for you. If the feeling comes even once, it proves it exists and it can be derived easier and easier every time. Hold on to it!

[OSKARR]

Feeling pissy as shit. I'd like to think it's the wellbutrin. Gonna go take senior pictures, even though I can't stand pictures.

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[OSKARR]

Double post :O

Gonna go get in a car with my friend and some interesting characters. Typical teenage nonsense, I guess.

I should be out having fun. My friend tells me it's sweet that I take my mom's feelings into consideration.

I appreciate her very much, but sometimes I feel like i've been smothered and sheltered. I don't know, i'm always of two minds.

Here's to everything. I think i silence myself a lot.

P.S. I hate that I sound over-dramatic about everything. Good lord.

"Kept my secrets, hid my talents"

Maybe i'm being stupid. Or maybe I keep myself this way 'cuz i'm scared of being ignorant and boring.

[android654]

I've come to the acceptance that I don't like anything about my existence or anything associated with it.

So this leaves me where exactly?

[SenhorFrio]

I've come to the acceptance that I don't like anything about my existence or anything associated with it.

So this leaves me where exactly?

i wish i could fix your problems with a few words but i know it's not that easy. Existing is always better than the alterantive.

[OSKARR]

This is weird, I'm always keeping track of everything I do now, wondering if it alligns with the fact that I'm an INFP. Which means I'm prone to being paranoid about turning into an ESTJ or something.

Is that odd? <_<;

[Pop Crimes]

So...I spoke to my parents last night. And the truth has set me free. I feel as if there's been a great weight lifted off my chest.

I feel alive again.

[periculosa]

I've come to the acceptance that I don't like anything about my existence or anything associated with it.

So this leaves me where exactly?

So often that is how I feel about myself. I wish I had some wisdom here...I write in my journal everyday, but some days all I find myself writing is that I have to endure yet another day. On the worst days, I have to write in the journal more than once a day. Someone I know--someone I thought was a close friend, but who no longer writes me--once told me I'd have to learn to be my own best friend. And so it is, but what he doesn't realize is that a person can have a best friend she doesn't particularly like. That sounds awful, doesn't it?

A few months back, when things had gotten especially bad, I made a pact with myself. I decided to stop despising myself and make a "truce" that I would at least tolerate myself, flaws and all. It worked for a little while...