Alright. *Puts on vent cap*
At the end of last school year the lady who's taught me for four years and become very close to many of us suffered a mental breakdown and turned into a complete and utter bitch. She was always unstable, but our principle sort of person ended up firing her because she just exploded. It was difficult to deal with but I removed myself from my emotions quickly and by now I'm pretty much healed. We have a new teacher this year who's really awesome and amazing, and I'd basically be fine and everything.
But there are two boys in my class that kept in contact with Mrs. Bipolar and she's been manipulating them into acting out in class and thinking that she was a victim, when the rest of us know better. There was a big argument about it today and I feel really terrible because she's just using them to make herself look better. I've been going around the last couple of weeks feeling 'poisoned' so to speak and this is a large part of it.
Which brings me to my next issue: I'm disintegrating. I'm indulging all my old habits I thought I'd kicked; I'm back up to 3 bottles of Dr. Pepper a day; I come home from school and sleep for five hours then wake up and binge comfort eat before staying up all night. I keep opening up a bleeding sore on my head from exhaustively scratching out dandruff. I fall asleep at my desk at school, I forget to keep up on assignments and have no motivation whatsoever to do anything.