Late night, early morning taco run.. who's down? Oh wait.. :(
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Late night, early morning taco run.. who's down? Oh wait.. :(
Mannnn :/
Im now worried about my social health. I feel its deteriorated some what, I hardly leave the house, I dont like talking to strangers, I feel alienated amongst my friends and I sometimes reject their social norms if im tired. I dont feel I can be completely honest without coming off like a weirdo, I try and articulate my thoughts and explain it all so that it may make sense so I dont come off as crazy for my sometimes off the wall type of linear thought pattern.
I fear im becoming one of those people who dislikes dealing with people, ive put myself in a stagnant position where im not allowing myself to grow. I wish I knew where to find people in the real world who relate to my need to not be loud, to take my time, to sit in silence sometimes. I like people but i fear im distancing myself and becoming more unhealthy.
I live in a false reality and its hurting me.
Yea I can relate to that.....I have left a social job, after it became to stressfull to deal with the people, relocating to a farming job, where its only me and my father, working together....and though it was good for me to get away....I recharged, after 6 years , i am worried that I might not be able to get back to the world of people. When I go to town now, I am just so happy to be getting back to the solitude at the end of the day. Its not that I am not social, I love my friends and hanging out...I just find that I need my own space , after socializing more and more. I too am living in a false reality....I miss people, but they tire me with all there quirks.. :)
Just a quick vent and then I gotta go use the breast pump...
I wish people would stop saying my baby looks like an old man. HE'S A PREEMIE! All preemies look like old people because they have no freakin fat yet! So yeah, their skin is saggy looking and they look thin, like an old person. That's just the way they look. My baby will get fatter as time goes on and he will no longer look like an old man. Just give him some time! Stop saying he looks old. He's not old. He is very, very young! That's the way very young babies look. OK??? I did not "give birth to a grandpa" and he is not Mr. McGoo. OK? He is a very young baby and I love him and stop making fun of him. He can't help it that he was two months early!!! AHHH!!!
ok gotta run!
Miss you guys!
What if all of our posts were in video instead of written form?

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Maybe one day we will just get on like bros. <3

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when people disagree or don't like eachother
and you see both sides, both points, the good qualities in each of them
in fact you even see how these ideas over-lap or could be one glorious vision for humanity!!!!
(do you ever see it too???)

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