[JoCZker]

I have very funny ability to never ever fall in love with "real" girls, but I sometimes fall in love for few seconds, minutes or maybe hour, for some complete stranger, that strikes me, with some unexpected magic. Few days ago, I fall in love with one girl in the train, that had just so interesting voice. :) But todays crash, it was really something. I was going to the shop and one interesting girl was walking around with some suitcase on the wheels, like she just arrived from another country . . . She looks that way. She was not exactly pretty in classical way, her eyes were maybe to big, her nose also and her face seems little frighten. . . . But she just had that "something" in her. But I just pass her. After an hour of shopping i was waiting at the bus station, for the bus and suddenly, she arrieved here all of sudden! I felt pretty suprised and had one of my, "this couldnt be coincidence" moments. I was actually considered to tell her something, which is something I never did . . . . But I didnt say anything. I just enjoyed all the possibilities . . . . What could be, what could be not . . . . All the ways, that we could walk together. All the words she could tell me, to back off. :) I didnt do anything, just stare at her little, cause bus was delayed a little.

But what was most magicall, was what happened when she arrieved at the bus station and noticed, that bus will not come sooner than in ten minutes. . . . . She opened her suitcase, take some papers and started to sketch all the buildings around in complete silence! It was wonderfull. I never saw anyone doing this ever before. It was pure magic and only add to my fascination about her and all the "what ifs." Of course I didnt do anything. Because, what if she wasnt so interesting as it seems? It would ruin this great moment . . . . So I just entered the bus, when he arrieved. And she was so obssesed with drawings, that she stayed on the bus station. All I know is, she could be still there, after few hours. :)



Oh, all this magic of what ifs in the air . . . .

[amethyst_butterfly]

I am so glad I am back home. I swear that sometimes I feel like I am working at a mental institution. My job has been stinking lately and to be honest I don't think I am going to suffer that much if I lose it. I am obviously going to be upset because is the only job where I have lasted more than a year. I love to work, feel useful and get paid but when you have a job like this where everything is chaos you stop caring.


I hate being alone with my boss. AAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! I cannot feel at peace when I am around her. She has such a difficult personality and I have to pretend that is so pleasant to work with her when it's not. I think she has an avoidant personality disorder because she tends to avoid people and situations. I am afraid to come to her and ask her questions because she doesn't like to deal with problems but that is her JOB! She expects everyone to be her feudal servant and do everything for her. If I change careers I swear that I will never work for a DR again. NEVER EVER!!!!!!! It's the most draining job you can ever have.



Ugh I am done with the vents. I am also getting tired of my own vents as well. I am turning like a bitter old lady.



I cant wait to go to Alaska !!!!!!! I NEED to get away from this place.

[SpaceAble]

Me and my buddy Jim Beam are going to drown the blues in a pool of booze tonight. FTW!

[Absurdist]

Snakes are cursed, good enough reason to kill one, at least for my mother.
"Cursed?", That's what the Bible says. *Quotes verse*
"Oh, of course."

I don't like talking reliving with you mom. All I see is your beliefs and how much they clash with my idea of what humanity should be.

[Wanderlust94]

I was a complete asshole tonight. There was this attractive girl at Target. A friend said it looked like a girl from school. I jokingly said that I thought that too, but then I realized she's not as good looking. I said it for no reason other than to maybe rile her up. I thought about it and felt terrible. I was joking but what if she really does have self esteem issues? Or maybe issues at home? It's not likely, but you never know. So Sunday , as a sort of penance, I'm going to a mall and I'll have a big fucking sign. FREE COMPLIMENTS. JUST ASK. I'm going to say something nice to anyone that asks. I'm sorry for calling you unattractive stranger. Even though it was a mean joke I feel terrible. We all have some fucking beauty in us. You said nothing rude to me, and I did for no reason. The guilt is overwhelming and I hope to run into you again so I can apologize. If we are going to be on bad terms, then I want you to initiate it. Not me.

[OSKARR]

too many questions on the tip of my tongue, trouble is none of them are brave enough to take the plunge.

I hope it wouldn't be taken weirdly if I said you're really striking! In a completely platonic sort of way, not coming onto you or anything like that (it's just not my thing to do that :p).

I'm starting to see the way things are connected. It's breathtaking.

[OSKARR]

I was a complete asshole tonight. There was this attractive girl at Target. A friend said it looked like a girl from school. I jokingly said that I thought that too, but then I realized she's not as good looking. I said it for no reason other than to maybe rile her up. I thought about it and felt terrible. I was joking but what if she really does have self esteem issues? Or maybe issues at home? It's not likely, but you never know. So Sunday , as a sort of penance, I'm going to a mall and I'll have a big fucking sign. FREE COMPLIMENTS. JUST ASK. I'm going to say something nice to anyone that asks. I'm sorry for calling you unattractive stranger. Even though it was a mean joke I feel terrible. We all have some fucking beauty in us.

That's a great idea, man. I've been working up the courage to dress up as Cupid on a Valentine's Day and hand out roses and such.

[Wanderlust94]

That's a great idea, man. I've been working up the courage to dress up as Cupid on a Valentine's Day and hand out roses and such.

Just do it! Most people will never remember what you looked like, but they will most likely remember the day some cupid gave them a rose on Valentines Day.

[OSKARR]

Honestly, it's been an idea that has been simmering in my head for years. It came back up recently, except now I feel as though I actually have the nerve to pull it off. I'll probably let this thread/subforum know if it happens. Thanks for the encouragement, dude :B

[PumpkinEater]

I hope it wouldn't be taken weirdly if I said you're really striking! In a completely platonic sort of way, not coming onto you or anything like that (it's just not my thing to do that :p).

well thank you very much! that is really very kind of you :)