Hello everyone. I've been unsure of my type for a while now but I was wondering if anyone else has ever felt this way, or maybe I just have issues. (Which I'm alright with, cause and explanation would be great.)
Anywho, so whenever something happens, especially if its with someone I really care about (have feelings for) I can obsess about whatever it is and get really hurt by what I believe is probably whats going on, and I feel lied to and betrayed. Like if I have plans with someone and last minute they tell me "Oh, I'm going to go with so and so, such and such place, and I'll see you after." That can bother me. I know we don't have plans, but why can't you just do said thing with me? Sounds childish, stupid, whatever I am aware, I feel like an imbecile because I rarely show my feelings and one of the only people I ever chose to tell how I feel to, can do things that make me feel like I'm not as good as others to go do things with. I feel as though It's better to be with other people than me and I'm a last resort, and that there's something fishy going on or I'm being lied to when things don't click together.
I'm not sure if this makes any sense because at the moment I rather not go back and re read this or I'm going to go crazy fixing it but hopefully someone catches onto what I'm saying.
Does anyone ever feel this way? I get to the point where I can over think and over think and keep going thinking about the same thing that is bothering me for hours on end, never ending really.... Then for a brief moment I can tell myself it doesn't matter and my feelings go to not caring, but then I go back to caring when I think of something else, and it goes back and forth and back and forth and....
Blah. I'm done now. Any feedback would be great. Thanks =]