I'm not sure if it's an infp thing or not, but i always have trouble expressing myself and putting my thoughts into eloquent, well-thought out sentences. people get really annoyed when I can't do this or when i take a really long time to describe how im feeling. mostly it's frustrating because i worry that people think im dumb. it's just that my mind is so cluttered sometimes that i can't find the right words in that moment because im focusing so much on my feelings and a million things related to the topic at the same time. and also, when im in the middle of talking to someone, i realize that im having trouble with my speech, which makes me more nervous, and the person becomes more impatient.
and i have issues explaining the simplest concepts to people. sometimes, even if i'm an expert on the concept, i still struggle explaining it. I want them to understand how i feel about the issue so much but don't know how and stumble along the way.
i feel so out of place when others are talking in such an intellectual manner, and i know what i have to say is just as deep but it doesnt come out right.
it this a infp thing and is it normal? do any of you guys experience this?