[LittleHawk]

I am becoming infatuated with you. And I like it.

[Coccinellidae]

When I was younger, people in my class envied me because I could speak English so well. Today they speak English better than me and I feel retarded when it comes to English. Overall, I feel pretty retarded when it comes to intelligence...

[Disfigurine]

I woke up startled in the middle of the night due to so many bombarding nightmares. I felt really uneasy being alone in my room.. not afraid.. just uncomfortable.

What helped me fall back asleep was the realization that "oh yeah, I'm the monster"...
Then I dozed back off into oblivion.

[Stephen_Mirabito]

I'm ashamed to admit, but a lot of my days are ruined by the fact that I think everyone hates me. It's usually based on meaningless things; unresponded txt messages, looks from random people on campus, friends being in bad moods. I always invent some conspiracy theory about how everyone is talking about me and know some made up secret. It's very unhealthy. I keep this up, of course, until someone walks up and is friendly with me. Then I forget about it completely.

[itssoOHMYGOD]

I recently met someone who is almost exactly the person I've always wished I knew how to be. I don't mean that after meeting her I want to be like her--I mean that she is like my ideal self, whom I've had in mind for many years, come to life. Not only does she act, think and live the way I wish I did, she looks and dresses that way as well. Everything matches down to the color of her hair. The way she smiles. It's really quite astonishing.

I feel a little bit intimidated around her because of all this, but I think (I hope) we're becoming friends. But I'm not entirely sure what to do with my self esteem around someone so lovely and gentle and wise. And I think I'm falling in love with her but I'm worried that makes me some kind of narcissist. (and a lesbian?)

I would love to have a conversation with you about this. This is fascinating to me and I have quite a few questions to ask and maybe personal things to add? Please private message me if you would like to discuss this. If not, I fully respect your decision and privacy.

[snail]

I am an envious person.

I may seem to lack sympathy when guys complain about the friend zone, but being there really is a special kind of hell sometimes.

[kfaye57]

I don't know what I want, I don't know where I am going... Honestly I don't know how to have an easy life and have come to a place where I know I can be completely secure and that scares me more than being uncertain. I like being uncertain.. It keeps things interesting.
I feel like now I have to figure out what I am going to do without the struggle keeping me motivated.

I feel like its so hard to connect with people sometimes.. It's a very nice day but I just want to be alone with my thoughts (I don't like rain).. but feel so unproductive... Want to stay in bed and hide and figure out what the hell someone like me is supposed to do now..

I am never satisfied, I can't stick to any one thing, and people are so transparent.

[itssoOHMYGOD]

i do not really believe in anything supernatural or any magical thinking. however. i still cannot help from believing that if i think about her enough and think about the situation positively that it will sway the outcome as i want it to be. i cannot help but be striving for some sort of synchronicity, which you can pessimistically call confirmation bias, with her.

i feel foolish to think i can have some effect with my thoughts on the universe, but damnit do i want this so badly!

[glisten]

I'm so scared of how much I like you.

[itssoOHMYGOD]

I know I can be so cold, so mean and so blunt. I know this hurts people's feelings but I just cannot pretend like I care anymore. I cannot let people go on behaving as they do and society following that social norm of smiling and gracefully nodding. I truly suck at faking it. People say they appreciate my straight-shooting honesty but sometimes I think they are smiling and nodding and calling me a bitch. I am not sure if I care.