[Halcy0n]

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me too

Moon, and heartturnedtoporcelain:

You guys rock. :D

[yourstruly]

Every time someone says they love me or they want to be with me I lose respect for them.
I'm scared to sleep with people because I hate my body and I wouldn't ever want to be embarrassed.
and I feel like it's all downhill from here but I don't want my life to be over. I miss high school. I hate being twenty and when I see cuts on other peoples' arms it makes me insanely jealous.

And now I feel like a loser for confessing all that.

[Halcy0n]

Every time someone says they love me or they want to be with me I lose respect for them.
I'm scared to sleep with people because I hate my body and I wouldn't ever want to be embarrassed.
and I feel like it's all downhill from here but I don't want my life to be over. I miss high school. I hate being twenty and when I see cuts on other peoples' arms it makes me insanely jealous.

And now I feel like a loser for confessing all that.

You're not a loser!

This is what this thread is for: confession. You're just as wonderful and valuable as anyone else on this thread.

[Blue Butterfly]

Every time someone says they love me or they want to be with me I lose respect for them.
I'm scared to sleep with people because I hate my body and I wouldn't ever want to be embarrassed.
and I feel like it's all downhill from here but I don't want my life to be over. I miss high school. I hate being twenty and when I see cuts on other peoples' arms it makes me insanely jealous.

And now I feel like a loser for confessing all that.

No you are not. The fact that you feel like that shows you are someone very special. You just have that lovable humble attitude. I love you for that.

[SenhorFrio]

this was along time ago. we had some gummy bear vitamins and well they were yummy so i ate like alot of them, and thats ofocurse is bad for you-my parents blamed my brother for it,it sucked for so long they'd bring it up and guilt him and like i tried to tell them it was me but they wouldn't listen...

[yourstruly]

No you are not. The fact that you feel like that shows you are someone very special. You just have that lovable humble attitude. I love you for that.

aw, you're the sweetest :]

[AliSquirrel]

When I was eleven, I heard my epileptic brother having a seizure in his bedroom. I stood at his door in a panic. I was the only other person home. I convinced myself that he would be alright (he had always been ok before...) and went back to playing a computer game. My mother came home and found him dead in his bed. I lied and said I hadn't know what the noises were, that I'd thought he was playing a video game or listening to music. I let my brother die.

[Halcy0n]

When I was eleven, I heard my epileptic brother having a seizure in his bedroom. I stood at his door in a panic. I was the only other person home. I convinced myself that he would be alright (he had always been ok before...) and went back to playing a computer game. My mother came home and found him dead in his bed. I lied and said I hadn't know what the noises were, that I'd thought he was playing a video game or listening to music. I let my brother die.

That must have been awful...I mean, words can't even describe...but you cannot blame yourself. Blaming yourself will only cause pain to fester. Through the grace of love and forgiveness, we can be healed. Please feel free to PM me if you want to talk.

I love you!!

[yourstruly]

When I was eleven, I heard my epileptic brother having a seizure in his bedroom. I stood at his door in a panic. I was the only other person home. I convinced myself that he would be alright (he had always been ok before...) and went back to playing a computer game. My mother came home and found him dead in his bed. I lied and said I hadn't know what the noises were, that I'd thought he was playing a video game or listening to music. I let my brother die.

You were so young.. You can't blame yourself. I can't even imagine how hard it must be. You can PM me, also, if you ever need to talk.
I know we're all perfect strangers.. but we really do care.

[moon]

this was along time ago. we had some gummy bear vitamins and well they were yummy so i ate like alot of them, and thats ofocurse is bad for you-my parents blamed my brother for it,it sucked for so long they'd bring it up and guilt him and like i tried to tell them it was me but they wouldn't listen...

Bad? Ohh... How bad?