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This is a discussion on INFP confession thread within the INFP Forum - The Idealists forums, part of the NF's Temperament Forum- The Dreamers category; Originally Posted by Kyandigaru oh...I was wondering cause I re-read what you posted and was like hmm? This could go ...
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I confess that I am a writer at heart. All these years, wasted, because I thought I was supposed to be something I'm not. They say you should follow your heart, right? I find that once I break free of writing conventions, I'm able to clear up my head and write something that I like. Now, I feel like writing all day, even if it's junk, just so I can release this inner person who is dying to get out. I think years of repression obstructed my creative potential, and now it's payback time.
Where do I start? Anywhere really. My post-modern sensibilities have made me immune to modernism's rationalistic, progressive thinking. I can deconstruct pretty much anything you throw at me. Yet, the idealistic part of me yearns for something tangible, some truth that I can hang my hat on. This truth, I will call God. He is the biggest motivator I've come across in my years of searching. It's no wonder more books have been written about God than any person/thing. Almost all cultures have some sort of connection to God.
But this is only the beginning. Writing is more about commenting on observations. Since I'm an observer also, I want to savor every moment and comment on what I'm observing through my interpretive lens. I want to be as open and free with myself as possible, because I'm the only person that can accept myself. This is what I've always wanted, a structure that will help me to break free of structure.
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