[Ardent Lunacy]

I'm getting sick of having to apologize and explain myself after everything I do - on and off the internet. Maybe I have a flawed sense of humor, but when I do something in jest and the participants have no discomfort or objection, I fail to see why I'm morally compromised. A number of friends and I tend to engage in pseudo-homo-erotic acts at unexpected times (even to each other) because we enjoy the responses elicited by one another and the audience - all are perfectly willing and would never do such with someone who was opposed. However, I'm somehow seen as a depraved pervert, regardless of my level of involvement or seriousness. This extends to all forms of humor I engage in; most are sexual and often fairly risque. I never do anything to another without consent (either at the time or prearranged) and am a considerable gentleman when serious and composed. But, laughter is one of the few things that keep me sane; a warped sense of humor is to be expected of a man with my experiences: yet, this is denied to me. I've lost friends simply because I was too "weird" or too different from them in thought processes and behavior. The few friends who do enjoy my brand of humor often anger me simply because they seem to get away with what I cannot - even those who are far worse than I. I'm growing tired of the judgment; especially from people who ought to know better.

[TaleofMisunderstood]

Acceptance, Johnny

[refugee]

I'm getting sick of having to apologize and explain myself after everything I do - on and off the internet. Maybe I have a flawed sense of humor, but when I do something in jest and the participants have no discomfort or objection, I fail to see why I'm morally compromised. A number of friends and I tend to engage in pseudo-homo-erotic acts at unexpected times (even to each other) because we enjoy the responses elicited by one another and the audience - all are perfectly willing and would never do such with someone who was opposed. However, I'm somehow seen as a depraved pervert, regardless of my level of involvement or seriousness. This extends to all forms of humor I engage in; most are sexual and often fairly risque. I never do anything to another without consent (either at the time or prearranged) and am a considerable gentleman when serious and composed. But, laughter is one of the few things that keep me sane; a warped sense of humor is to be expected of a man with my experiences: yet, this is denied to me. I've lost friends simply because I was too "weird" or too different from them in thought processes and behavior. The few friends who do enjoy my brand of humor often anger me simply because they seem to get away with what I cannot - even those who are far worse than I. I'm growing tired of the judgment; especially from people who ought to know better.

I also have very few people with whom I can let loose. But I realize most other people don't either. Humor tends to be idiosyncratic and therefore difficult for others to relate. Also, sex jokes don't really endear you to people, as it can come across very off-putting.

As for the weirdness, there will be a few people who really get you...in my case, I found that NT's understand my weirdness better than most.

[Wellsy]

This is me when you piss me off
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[Jess Jas]

Over the past few months after discovering myer briggs, I have realized All I have done in my life is faked my way through. pretending to be something I'm not. Trying to conform to society and everyone around me. Over the past three years I've been able to just be myself, but only inside my own home. I step out into the world and the mask goes back on. I've tried to slowly start letting people I know see the real me over the past couple months. And its rejected anyway. I am belittled and feel invisible. I feel so small.

[Hotspur]

Even if I miss a day here, I can hardly make myself go back and read what I have missed. If it's not current, I don't see it anymore. I wasn't always like this. I used to read EVERYTHING posted, but that required logging on every two hours. I just can't sustain that, so the best way for me to exist here is to share when I have thoughts and read what I see.

Besides, I HATE when old stuff pops back up anyway, so I never commented on things that might be out of date.

Sorry if I miss a great post.

[lifeisanillusion]

Today coming back from work, I felt good about what I had did at work today. I felt that I helped a few people, even if it turns out only to be for this day. And then I felt love for myself. And it brought tears to my eyes. It was awesome because normally when tears come after feeling love for myself, they flow due to shame. Ashamed that I am so hard on myself and that I can't love myself easier. But today, they weren't shame based, I think they were just love based.

[ThatOne]

I'm really getting sick of some certain ENTPs bashing feeler types. Apparently, because they're thinkers, they're masters of both logic and emotion. They don't lack one of another, they're just amazing at finding the balance in between. And they flat out refused to listen to a much wiser ENTP who was informing them that they were not, in fact, masters of emotions as they liked to think. There was also some smartass getting wise to a feeler by saying some shit about, "5+5=12 because I FEEL like it" and making a mockery of "feeler logic." What this feeler was saying, made complete sense! It was logical, not based off some random feelings. Fuck I wanted to punch them.

[Jess Jas]

I'm really getting sick of some certain ENTPs bashing feeler types. Apparently, because they're thinkers, they're masters of both logic and emotion. They don't lack one of another, they're just amazing at finding the balance in between. And they flat out refused to listen to a much wiser ENTP who was informing them that they were not, in fact, masters of emotions as they liked to think. There was also some smartass getting wise to a feeler by saying some shit about, "5+5=12 because I FEEL like it" and making a mockery of "feeler logic." What this feeler was saying, made complete sense! It was logical, not based off some random feelings. Fuck I wanted to punch them.

Just hearing that 5+5=12 because I feel like it makes my stomach turn. :(

[Ovi]

@ThatOne That's one of the things I like about the INFP forum. It's such a peaceful place and people aren't arrogant assholes.