Frequently in public I have to suppress the urge to declare, "I love everyone! Let's make out."
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Frequently in public I have to suppress the urge to declare, "I love everyone! Let's make out."
Sometimes I secretly take comfort in that my second ex M. has no idea about some of the things that I do and some of the people in my life.
I know he means well, but he can be too controlling, too protective and too bad tempered. I can just imagine him going,''I do not care how you think she should be, I know her better.''
In the past he had already given cold, over protective vibes and even cold looks at people who he suspected might take advantage of me.
Damn.
I love him![]()
well he somewhat made it sound like he had a right to and i just way too easily forgive people. i'm not good at holding trespasses against people...should but i don't.
got betrayed by some guy once and just couldn't find it in myself to be angry at him, i think maybe it's better to let people's conscious eat at them instead of appearing hurt and angry..
i've come to terms that he doesn't absolutely trust me because he had problems with an ex who cheated on him with multiple guys almost the entirety of their year-long relationship and she forced him to stay with her. i know some of that has probably leaked over to me (the ex and i...we have the same birthday but she's a year younger and are both left handed) but it still hurts me that he did that and didn't TELL me.
it wouldn't bother me if he just admitted that he went through my messages trying to find signs of unfaithfulness. and it also kind of hurt that when i caught him he just found something else that he didn't like in my messages to get cross at me for.
but yet i still forgive him..
when drunk i act drunker than i am..and i suddenly become very russian and austrailian..i call every my comrade and or/my best mate.
Confession,
I'm starting to get really sick of girls that want to have a fling. Some of them are exs and some of them are people I just generally meet. Regardless, all of them, especially ex's, should know I don't do that kind of thing and I specifically stress it when I talk about soulmates (ad nauseum).
I imagine girls get this far more often though, so maybe I shouldn't complain.
I have further confessions about inappropriate urges:
1. I want to sit in Wheelchair Girl's lap and make out with her.
2. Anytime I see a head full of pretty, healthy, long, wavy hair, I want to touch it, smell it, taste it.
3. I appreciate my guy friends so much sometimes, I wish I could just blow them without it being a big deal.
4. I appreciate my female friends so much sometimes, I want to tell them they're beautiful and then have sex with them, but the kind that makes the girl feel super duper loved and magical, so beautiful, they cry at the end.
5. When my female friends hook up with chicks/dudes that treat them like shit, it makes me want to beat those guys up.
6. I want to beat my brother's professor up, and his exes.
7. I would totally bang my brother's ex's bipolar mom, she is just so freaking magnetic like that. Like if she tried to seduce me, I don't think I could resist her feminine wiles.

Been over a month since I've spoken to her, I'm still addicted.
Been over a week since I've had valium, I'm still addicted.
I confess,
I don't know if I should apologize for not tolerating over dramatic irrational crybabies or over judgmental naive girls anymore.
And I seem to find pleasure that I don't care if people dislike me anymore either.
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