I don't know what to do anymore. When I was a younger child, I almost always knew what to do - I could betray my senses, I could entertain myself, dress crazily without feeling ridiculous...
I was barely conscious of the world around me. Everyone seemed to be helpers and huggers, not actual people.
I don't know what happened, but I long for those days. All of my emotions seem bland now, compared to how big and amazing they were during childhood. Instead of feeling ridiculously ecstatic, I am merely content. Instead of feeling extreme misery, I am merely sad. It is as if all the art and science in the world cannot touch my soul and my emotions.
That is not how it should be, that is not how I want it to be.
How do I reconnect with the wealth of my emotions?
My dear fellow INFPs, could you give me any advice?
I'm not even sure I should actually click the "submit"-button. It is probably in the wrong forum, and I might sound stupid and attention-seeking. This is more a plea out of desperation than anything else. Please, help me.