I hate being a non-conformist, it's just the way I am. I wish I could fit into some kind of social organization. Everywhere I go, I feel outcasted: the military, the civillian world, high school, college, church, every job I've ever had. I have a few close friends I would die for - actually just one. He's always been there for me. Unfortunately, he got married so we don't hang out as much as we used to. Blah! I hate it! Why can't I just fit in somewhere?