The struggle to have good friends always bothered me, I try really hard but in the end I think I will lose them all. I was in my teen when I lost my only 3 best friends, the reason was not worthy...they simply made me angry and they simply never apologized so that was it. I spent the whole summer all alone with no friends, it was like hell.
I say to my self I was young and stupid, but then after few years I lose my only childhood friend, the reason is still a mystery till now, I only know that I called him more than once on his mobile, he never answered and never called back. I don't keep contact with people who don't show interest in me.
Now there is this friend that I don't want to lose but I am afraid that's what's going to happen. I don't know what to do, I am always too proud of my self and if I sense the other person is ignoring me then I will just cut him off unless he start talking again and explain him self.
So INFPs what's your experience with friends and keeping them.