While reading through websites about infp stuff, I noticed something say that infp's can become cynical. I don't remember exactly what it said though. Anyway, I'm starting to think I've become a cynic. Over the last few years, I've heard my friends say that I'm negative, melancholy, untrusting, etc. The last one was more recent. Anyway, I started feeling a long time ago that those things are true.
Negative- I don't feel I will do well in my coming adulthood, I don't feel a good relationship is within my reach. I often think about how things can go wrong.
Melancholy- Depressed fairly often
Untrusting- (I guess) I don't often share my feelings with anyone, even friends/family. I also suspect people all the time of not being genuine or being someone else wearing a mask. It bugs my friend when he says that he wanted to go visit a person he only knows online because they might be having an operation, and I said that people are different in person and that his friends online might not be the people he thinks of them as.
So, is this what a cynical INFP looks like, or is there more to it? I can say I'm 17, and some people will snap and say "oh, that explains it!" and "Oh, he'll grow out of it." That might be true, but I'm unsure and doubt it. Thoughts anyone?