i talk to my friends, the ones who i dont sense to be forced into doing it.
i have 2 guy friends, an infj and entj who gives me their time, in fact they were the ones who helped me out. the one i truly care about, an istj, wouldnt give me the time of his day. it hurts and i have not been really able to figure out why i have a feeling he doesnt give a rats ass about me.
yesterday was a particularly bad day, i was suffering from a rare anxiety attack I probably got from lack of sleep and being hungry. I did eat but it didnt help..(guess it was too late). I tried to sleep but I couldn't. good thing for my friends, I really treasure them and guess what..will do anything for them.
im gonna take tjseabury's advice..take 20,000mg of vitamin d and listen to hardstyle. :D ive never even heard of hardstyle until now. i do like electronica/techno though..