Alright, so I just started Grade 11 a couple days ago, and in all reality, it seems nobody cares about me and I don't care about them anymore. I'm bored and have been drifting away from the group of friends I usually hang out with. There are about 60-70 students total in my grade this year and I'm from a small town, so the school is quite small compared to a city school.
Basically, I talked to my mother today and she said we can move to the city now, or we can wait until I'm done high school. I have been sick of everyone since January save my family, so I seriously considered the thought. I just don't know if I really should move, or if people will warm up to me here for a couple years. I have been going to school with some of these people since preschool, and I still have a couple good friends and I just don't know if the jump is worth it. I'm also quite nervous about finding new friends, since everyone seems to treat me so coldly here, I'm starting to think maybe it's just me.
On the other hand, I don't want to be stuck in this dead end town forever and I'm scared that if I don't leave now, I will miss out on getting out or something to that effect. On the other hand, I want to find some friends I can start a band with, as only me and my best friend here in town seriously play music, so we can't really start a band with just two guitarists/singers. I know performing and writing music is what I want to do for the rest of my life, so it's pretty serious. I'm in a massive knot, and I need some INFP's that think like me to help me out because I can't help myself out. Please help me.