[RetroVortex]

My mind is total chaos most of the time! XD

Unless I write something down immediately, I ALWAYS forget it.
Its like a malfunctioning machine, that just spits ideas and feelings out at random.

The other day, while sitting on the bus, I was making shapes and scenes out of water droplets.

When I work, I'm really thinking about something completely different, while I let my body run on auto-pilot.

Sometimes, I get really depressed and self-loathing for no reason, because my brain makes a certain observation or citicism and just runs with it, making it bigger and bigger, until I'm almost in tears, because at that moment, I hate myself so much.

[Poetic_Anarchy]

My mind is total chaos most of the time! XD

Unless I write something down immediately, I ALWAYS forget it.
Its like a malfunctioning machine, that just spits ideas and feelings out at random.

The other day, while sitting on the bus, I was making shapes and scenes out of water droplets.

When I work, I'm really thinking about something completely different, while I let my body run on auto-pilot.

Sometimes, I get really depressed and self-loathing for no reason, because my brain makes a certain observation or citicism and just runs with it, making it bigger and bigger, until I'm almost in tears, because at that moment, I hate myself so much.

I knew INTPs could struggle with depression, but I never knew why. I'm sorry that happens to you.

[kaleidoscope]

Asking that question to an N, especially an Ne user, is bound to result in failure. Possibly the apocalypse, too. I mean, when someone asks me what's on my mind, the time it takes me to process that question and start mustering an answer is enough for my thought process to change and jump onto a new thing.

For example,

Apocalypse > Mount Doom exploding > God, I miss LOTR > Maybe I should have a LOTR day > Aragorn is literally sex on legs > Omg, why can't I have his babies

All of this in under 5 seconds.

[Acey]

This explains why my girlfriend always says "nothing" when I ask what she's thinking.

That reminds me of when I was dating a girl last year she would ask me every 10 minutes what I was thinking. She said I seemed to be in deep thought all the time and would think I was lying when I couldn't come up with anything to say. Little did she know I was actually thinking about things like how my cat would look in a sweater. I'm taking my random thoughts to the grave...

THAT BEING SAID!!!
That's not always the case. Usually if I'm a button mouth it is because I'm painfully self aware of my own thoughts and feelings. Some things are better left unsaid because once the thoughts/feelings manifest itself into words, it either 1) comes out wrong 2)people misunderstand 3) people think I'm a freak 4) pity...the worse scenario of them all btw.

[RetroVortex]

Asking that question to an N, especially an Ne user, is bound to result in failure. Possibly the apocalypse, too. I mean, when someone asks me what's on my mind, the time it takes me to process that question and start mustering an answer is enough for my thought process to change and jump onto a new thing.

For example,

Apocalypse > Mount Doom exploding > God, I miss LOTR > Maybe I should have a LOTR day > Aragorn is literally sex on legs > Omg, why can't I have his babies? > Daww that baby over there is so adorable > I wonder if I would be a good parent > I'm so lonely somtimes > OOH! I should go to the comic shop next week > I could get some more magic cards for that deck > Hmmm... I think I need X, maybe Y > Could talk to the guy there about comics too > I want to get some more Deadpool stuff > Man I wonder if that Deadpool movie and game will be good, I don't want to get my hopes up too much though > Aw man that girl looks cute > Don't want to stare quick look away > oooh, that offer looks good, maybe I should pick that up after work > what else would I want to get? > Maybe some cheese nibbles or cocktail sausage, I love those.... "Okay, that will be £20.56 please! :D" ... Dammit! What was I thinking about again?

All of this in under 7 seconds.

Yeah. My thoughts are like that! XD

[potato]

It's busy imagining things. It likes to think up random stuff a lot of the time.

Half the time it will see the world as a dream and for the other half of the time it will see the world with perfect clarity, good or bad. It will come up with crazy working theories, but not care much for remembering them.

[anise]

I have lots of internal conversations with people who may or may not exist in the real world. Perhaps they're someone I know, or maybe they're characters in a book I read, or just someone I make up. It's kind of like rehearsing what I'd say in any given situation, but all this rehearsing doesn't make me any more eloquent in the external world. I think it does help me refine my feelings on things, though - kind of like holding a debate in my head.

Then again, there's lots of times that I'm not really thinking in words, so it's hard to describe what's going on in my head at times like that...

[RetroVortex]

I sometimes dream/imagine entire relationships with people! XD
Though the nightime dream ones tend to be more extended and saucier! ;p

[Mattylad]

Like a disfunctioning steampunk engine; mad, out of control, incoherent, insane and, in many ways, inefficient. However out of the anarchy and abstract insanity, ideas can be be forged. And they can be good, I guess *shrugs*

[jonkay1]

This is how I've ALWAYS seen the inside of my head - everything I feel or think is condensed down to a really black, sticky, intense distilled syruppy liquid that bubbles away in a cauldron. It's hard to ignore and sometimes I wish I could dilute these intense thoughts with water to make them more passive and not so poignant.

I often find my head too tiring and feel like my brain is just a stupid bit of flesh that lays between two ears haha.

The irony is though.... that I don't like it when things are TOO calm in my head. I always enjoy a little emotional intensity, but that intensity can either be magical, euphoric, glowing profusely........... OR, dark, full of needles, red and evil