I wasn't sure if this were more a "4" thing or an "INFJ" thing, so I'm posting here as well:
After I started first grade I started crying hysterically every day. I was supposed to go to a "special school" after Kindergarten (due to my delays from autism), but my mother didn't like the teacher so I just went on to "regular" first grade. School was always a nightmare for me. I take criticism hard and hate if I seem rude or unkind to people. I also was bullied a lot, but oddly that didn't upset me too much, over all. But I still get really upset with myself if I've made someone feel bad and I felt really bad last night because I'd had a huge panic attack with severe heart palpitations (and my resting pulse rate is high to begin with).
I tried calling my doctor and she said to call my psychiatrist and say it was an emergency. I did so, leaving a message in the office, and I never got a call back. My psychiatrist is a *very* busy man and does get back whenever he can, but I felt really distressed and unloved. I know it sounds stupid to expect a psychiatrist to love you, but I really adore him. I can't get ahold of him until late Monday night at the earliest. I hope my heart palpitations stay under control until then. But I was super, super hurt and crying a lot when he didn't call me back because I felt he didn't care about me.
Do any other 4's have this problem of getting their feelings hurt easily?