So I've been waiting for the last...hour and a half now, for my friend/crush/date to show up. And I'm extremely annoyed. I mean, I realize that he never really told me what time he'd arrive, nor did I ever press him for one, but he did say after lunch, and I just sort of expected him to have been here by now, you know? Or that he'd have given me a call to cancel. And so now I'm just sort of hanging here, not doing anything productive, just waiting. Need I mention that I obliged my narcissistic side by waking up at 9 just to get ready?
I guess I'm just feeling really devalued right now. Today was supposed to be my first ever 'date' and I had quite high hopes for it, but the very fact that he's late (and that he's been consistently late for everything else we've done together) makes me feel as if he just really doesn't care, which inevitably sparks another round of overanalysis of all the reasons why this relationship won't work out.
How do you guys feel when people are late to prescheduled events? Resentful? Annoyed? Frustrated? Disappointed? Angry?