I fear losing friends and family, being hated and being too weak to take action when needed.
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I fear losing friends and family, being hated and being too weak to take action when needed.
Abandonment or being completely alone for the rest of my life
Being morally wrong or accidentally upsetting others
Failure in the areas in my life where I normally achieve
Having a boring life or feeling like a "nobody"
1: the dark
2: swimming in moving currents
3: Death (Not afterlife. Just how I will die, and if it will be painful.)
I fear working in an office cubicle for the rest of my life working on crap that nobody cares about or really needs doing, something like double checking someone else's work.
The thought makes my stomach cramp and my chest tighten.
I'm afraid right now :D I'm afraid of people with violent intentions towards me. I'm afraid of the supernatural even if I don't exactly believe in it and find ghosts rather a wistful than terrifying thing.
I'm afraid of killing bugs. I used to be really afraid I will hurt people around me. I'm afraid of being 'bad'.
I'm afraid of ever getting pregnant.
I'm afraid of not being real, not feeling real, never being alive and aware for real.
So am I!
I have nightmares of skinless things chasing me and biting me, ripping into my flesh with rotten teeth and sharp claws >.<;
Oddly enough, my own beliefs in afterlife means that I don't fear demons, only that which comes from the darker, more twisted depths of the human mind.
Supernatural like ghosts, mummies, zombies, etc?
The latter two I can deal with, just hand me an axe.
Ghosts aren't a problem until they try to break stuff.
The human mind can grow more twisted with each step you take, you can see every supernatural creature put to shame by looking into someone's mind.
To me, demons are just like angels, but less high and mighty, more likely to laugh when you trip over and break your nose, and more like a normal person.
Again, the deeper thoughts of the human mind are what I am scared of, for an evil mind is more likely to utilize every negative aspect of the world and forego the good, creating an abyss of darkness and hate and fear around them, things that could, like I said, put the supernatural to shame.
I fear:
-heights
-the dark
-vomiting (me or anyone else)
-my mother dying
-becoming homeless
-being criticized
-gaining weight (used to be anorexic)
-not being smart enough
-hurting someone (or something) unintentionally
-pregnancy and labor
-abandonment
-betrayal
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