I am currently in a sort of argument with one of my closest friends, and I'm getting really anxious and I feel like I'm going to explode.
I fell in love with her this past month and a half, and it killed me because she had feelings for my best friend...who I feel I'm losing, since it seems like he doesn't care about me emotionally at all unless I go to him in pieces! This girl cares for me, as an young ESFP she doesn't really seem to know how to, though...
I have to get over her, and I don't know how. My options were to care for her as a best friend, which I've been trying to do but with her Fi she won't let me, especially since she has feelings for MY other best friend!! And my other option is to just doorslam but I don't want to do that because I care for her so much but she won't let me!! I can get over it eventually but she is convinced that I am going to hurt!! I know she cares but hse doesn't know how!!
I'm so torn and I don't know what to do, I don't want to lose her but I feel like I am being backed up into the corner where I have no choice but to doorslam!! and if I lose my other best friend I am going to hurt so fucking bad!! these people know every darkest thing about me and please i jsut dont know what to do know i am about to break again and please just someone help i dont know where im going to go if i cant solve this and i dont know how im going to handle it