I meet so many people everyday that are wonderful and perfect for me.
My problem is that I never know if I like them or not.
I think I wish I just had my own feelings in a social environment but I mix them with peoples more often than simply staying to myself.
anyway. I met this guy the other night.
well... actually this has happened more than once with multiple people...
I basically get into touch with these men and the fact that I am such a "magical" person can get in the way of normal everyday needs and things that I want.
I don't get it.
I guess my other friend knows how I really feel. but even that scares me because she will like the same guys I do. and I don't know if I am picking up on her vibes.
painful this all is.
I do want some form of love/lust release sometime... but I am so terrified in myself and not confident that the only time I can be confident is if I take it from other people...
kind of confused.
INFJ help please?
I am trying to be more open with different parts of my inner spontaneity and trying to be less explaining/excuses. so within that mindset how do I fix these feelings and feelings of others so I can actually grow for myself while teaching other people.
I have been ignoring my own needs for a while... or other peoples needs for a while...
I can't really tell anymore :(