Currently, I'm living at home with all my family members; they're all great in their own rights, and I won't down play their own strengths, but they're all sensors, and I'm the only intuitive...VERY LONELY...some days I don't bother talking with them, and they think I'm just in some kinda 'mood'...furthest thing from the truth; and if I am in a MOOD then here's why.
They don't realize it, but they have this 'anchoring effect' on my personality...they aren't forward focused/thinking, they don't think of ways to change their circumstances, and they sort of, 'lay/wallow' in their misery, or accept their current events....in short, they're not very motivated individuals....and between the lack of social interaction, and boredom, it's driving me INSANE...I know as a human there's a need to be social (however small mine is) and I need to talk to people but when I talk to them, I feel like it's the SAME CONTENT over and over again! They have no idea how boring it is to have to listen to the little complaints that we ALL share through the course of a day...I listen because I love them, but they don't ask how my day was, even out of a sense of courtesy; it's like I'm living in a house by myself, which actually suits me just fine.
Things can be VERY depressing because I'm the only intellectual in the house....they don't have a fondness for abstract thought, and I can't share even ONE idea with them I have about Physics, Psychology, Genetics, Marinebiology/archaeology; I get VERY EXCITED about talking about sharing my ideas, theories, and feelings about things I'm interested in in an attempt to bring them closer to me, and get their input on things, and I want nothing more than to have that, but they don't even understand! I wanna ERUPT sometimes, but other times, I just can't help it, and I just explode on them, and say things that are condescending, and belittling and are sadly true, but that doesn't mean I should do that to them.
I'm not trying to do this to vent, or rant, I'm just trying to see if any other intuitives out there are going through this...I'm so mentally, emotionally, and physically tired of this, I'm ready to leave and NEVER come back. I figure if I'm alone in here, I may as well be alone on my own, with the company of my own thoughts; at least I could hear them lol