10 random things no one would know about you

New list, not that great though

* I'm left handed

* I'm borderline addicted to painting as of lately, I get sudden explosions of ideas in my mind of new things I haven't thought of before, and then I want to paint it

* I have never cartwheeled in my life

* I have never made a round snowball in my life

* The one time when I skied, I lost the poles at some point and almost crashed into a large group of people

* In history class on a test, I guessed out of the blue the year Hitler did 'something' (can't remember what it was) and I got it right

* I am obsessed with the avant-garde, and I try to go as non-traditional and abstract or surreal as I can with my artistic hobbies

* I sucked at maths, I think I was best at science and english

* I was severely depressed some time last month, and I wrote very dark poetry (I wrote an ideation style poem which I posted in the "poetry social group" during this time) and songs, and I would do disturbing things like lie in bed and grasp the blades of scissors

* I constantly heckle infomercials when they appear on TV (until I change the channel)

* I used to remind people of John Lennon (looks wise, but I act like him on quite a few occasions, and his personality reminds me of mine, though he's an ENFP)

1. I'm highly inconsistent
2. I am not good knowing myself (taking the first thing)
3. I hate studying grammar rules from any language
4. I didn't like any music until I were 13 but now I'm always thinking about music and I love when I found songs I listened to when I was younger but did not pay attention
5. I were punished once because I was always "Why?" about everything to my parents
6. I learned by myself how to use the Paint and I was 3 years old (a great accomplish)
7. The only person who I've been open was my grandfather (but my mom seems to know me better than myself...I believe in Motherhood power..)
8. I've great problems talking correctly but I write very well (maybe not so much in English)
9. I've never studied more than 30 minutes for a test
10. Many issues posted by INTP here I also have...

Seems that the INTP are all aliens from the same planet...

1. I am very confused about what I want to do in life.

2. I will not do something I really want to, like an ambitious dream, just because I get scared people will look at me and judge me negatively if I do. I admire people who go after their dreams regardless of what people think. I want that.

3. I'm a surfer girl without a tan

4. I feel very compassionately toward my fellow man, animals, and the world in general. I get angry at people who call people with high emotional intelligence weak. No, you're just emotionally retarded.

5. I love thrill rides and have been sky diving even though it scares me, because I get a sense of smug accomplishment when I survive. Conquering your fears is satisfying. Ask me to tell a speech to a group of people and I FREAK.

6. baleted!

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8. I can't leave injured animals and often bring them home for their last moments and try to make them more comfortable or seek out a wildlife carer.

9. I often ride dirt bikes but I'm not great at it. The fastest I've been is 80km, because I also don't wear any protection but a helmet when I do. I'm scared of stacking it and have stacked a few times and not been seriously hurt.

10. I am scared of people who can't empathise, as I feel they will try to use people for their own selfish purposes without remorse. I believe feeling is 'The' human experience and what's the point without it.

-> I fear I won't be alive sometime within this current decade, due to a variety of reasons.

-> I get turned on by good grammar.

-> I am almost completely devoid of any motivation.

-> I feel naked without a sweatshirt on, but constricted with shoes and socks on.

-> I become extremely antisocial and avoidant during the summer.

-> I wish I never did good in school so I wouldn't have to please my parents.

-> I don't feel right showing my depression and sadness to others, so I portray it as happiness.

-> I often think of the best, most painless way to commit suicide.

-> I fear I'll never find my "soulmate."

-> The more I socialize, the more alone I feel.


Now you know

That's really depressing. *huggles* Don't commit suicide, and you don't have to hide your sadness. You're too young to be thinking you will never find your soulmate. Even if you think it's almost the end of the world, you never know what could happen between now and then.

Originally Posted by snail

That's really depressing. *huggles* Don't commit suicide, and you don't have to hide your sadness. You're too young to be thinking you will never find your soulmate. Even if you think it's almost the end of the world, you never know what could happen between now and then.

I know I probably will never will because I'm too much of a chicken to actually do it. I guess that's actually a good thing though, maybe. I know I'm too young to be worried about my soulmate, but I dream of having somebody to love every day of my life, and to think that that will never come truemakes me fearful. I know it's not the end of the world, I am just pathetic and over-dramatic in that aspect sometimes (such as now). Meh

What's too young?

Originally Posted by Silhouetree

I know I probably will never will because I'm too much of a chicken to actually do it. I guess that's actually a good thing though, maybe. I know I'm too young to be worried about my soulmate, but I dream of having somebody to love every day of my life, and to think that that will never come truemakes me fearful. I know it's not the end of the world, I am just pathetic and over-dramatic in that aspect sometimes (such as now). Meh

I feel you on the timing thing. Right now, I'm biding my time until I can get on my own feet financially. A college graduate with a job, a car, and an apartment is much more attractive than some jobless schmuck living in his parents' basement. I feel that when all that stuff is taken care of, I'll be far more ready than I was when I started college.

If you think you have confidence issues, though, try getting yourself out somewhere where you know you do well. If you can start feeling confident there, it'll probably spill over into other parts of your life. For example, I'm currently involved in a community play. I feel pretty confident about my acting abilities, and I've noticed that I went from my introverted "watching" stage to a more extraverted mode far more quickly than I used to. (And not because I feel forced to; if I wanted to, I could go the whole rehearsal not chit-chatting with anyone.) I think once all is said and done, I'll be ready to throw myself out there and give it a shot.

Originally Posted by Shai Gar

What's too young?

Well, when someone who is still in his teens is already talking about how he will never find the right girl to love him, I consider that a bit young to give up. I know I felt that way when I was young, but it wasn't necessary. I had more options as I got older, and I suspect that as he ages, he will eventually land in the age range where he will find that his female peers are tired of bad relationships with macho jerks. By that time, someone like Sillytree will seem like a breath of fresh air and he will get what he needs. Waiting is hard, but patience will pay off in the end.

When I was 24 I had accepted that I'd live through life only connecting with my friends and simply having romantic sexual affairs with different women, with the women getting younger every year.

I'd have had my soul mates in my friends, and my "loves", in any woman I was with.

Take heart dear Sillytree; you're never too young to give up on humanity.