[elissabowden]

Organized? I have a system. I'm assuming this has something to do with my Ti. I want the quickest way to get anything done or find anything...even though it's still hard because I throw everything everywhere. Which is why I figured that if I minimize the amount of shit I have then it'll be easier because I won't have to look under a lot of things. Just some things.

Tidy? hahaha no. I get shit from my SJ family about how ridiculously messy and disgusting I am. I used to be anal about all those things when I was younger and I would get stressed out about keeping everything organized and clean. I just gave up on trying and let things be.

And unpopular is a relative concept. I make friends easily. I get along with everyone. I know a lot of people. But I figured that I'm attracted to confident people. So other people must be too. People come and go. I have a lot of aquaintances but of course like everyone in the world only a few that I can fully trust.

[vladamira]

The female friends I do have are unique and not the typical feminine-type that society wants to mold us into. I also believe I come off as cold or awkward to some people. I don't really care to maintain or make connections with people. I've always noticed how classmates or coworkers will all have each others phone numbers but rarely does anyone ever ask for mine. Even when we have exchanged numbers, some people love to text/call, and rarely do I tolerate that. If I contact them, it's with intent to get something done.

This is so me it's terrifying. I also find a lot of social interactions tedious because sitting around talking is so boring to me, and I don't have many friends.

Um, I tend to go from being very tidy to very messy and then back again. Or, I tend to wait for things to get really messy before I'll clean, and then I'll keep things clean for a while and then it'll get to be a mess again.