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This is a discussion on Noncommittal Emotions And Confessions Thread within the ENTP Forum- The Visionaries forums, part of the NT's Temperament Forum- The Intellects category; Originally Posted by turmauge I wish my avatar were real. You know -- a year ago, I might have agreed ...
Confessions? I do bottle a lot up...
I feel like I have accomplished absolutely nothing in my life. But it's my fault for not having thought of this and that and for not doing this and so on. Next year I'm going to college and I'm excited to actually be doing something with my life, but at the same time I'm afraid I won't be able to experience enough.
I over exaggerate a lot to draw attention to myself and to confuse people. But then it gets to the point that I unintentionally get myself all excited from provoking everybody else and I'm like a train without breaks. Until I decide to calm down suddenly, then people constantly question what's wrong with me. I just get so bored so I have to entertain myself somehow or I'll go crazy.
I feel extremely vulnerable and uncomfortable in grocery stores. Nowhere else, just in places like Walmart or Meijer. I have no idea why.
I like this thread :)
I wish and don't at the same time to know where the hell my life's going.
I wish i had more inner willpower instead of the usual "reflected" power of will.
I freeze my feelings with cold logic and I don't have a clue if that is the most healthy thing to do.
Never saw life as premeditated and direct thing, I always saw it as a blind poker game. Sometimes you have win, sometimes you loose, sometimes you bluff, sometimes you fuck up a perfectly winning good hand. This view scares me shitless cause very few people envision things that way.
I feel like a total loser because this site is the only place where I feel like people actually understand me. Even before I knew about this MBTI stuff. I only know two people with personality types close to mine (or at least the cognitive functions) and that's an INTJ and an ENFP. I love both of them dearly.