[Jawz]

I wish my avatar were real.

You know -- a year ago, I might have agreed --- but I've learnt to grow into my 4wing and embrace the darkness, the melancholy and decided to co-exist with it instead of fighting it all the time.

[redcarol57]

I secretly pretend to like My Little Pony:Friendship is Magic.
But I really only like it because it's ironic for someone my age to like it.

I thought it was just a super sarcastic irony thing that people were doing.
But it turns out people genuinely like it.
I think it's boring, but I think it's absolutely hilarious to see grown men talking about MLP, so I pretend to like it.


I'm starting to think it will backfire.

I sort of do the my little pony thing, except I actually talk to my horse instead. Her name is Echo (she's a Morgan mare), and she gets me.

[redcarol57]

Yep, I will... No matter how much you think you feel, it will just fade away in time like it always has and always will. You are just "feeling" the fix and the fix always has a crash. Promise, no doubt, no exceptions. It never grows stronger, only weaker and mundane. It is simply the reality of how ENTP life works. Re-read Jung and see yourself for what you are, keep your head screwed on straight, man. But do eat it up while you can, just like a fresh peach but don't plant a tree (unless you want another temporary marriage)

No harm in experiencing the moment, though.

You think that's it? Because everyone's emotions ebb, flow and change. I'm not sure that's not just part of being human except ENTP's don't stick around for the next phase, they just figure that's it and split. Just a thought.

[Octavekey25]

Confessions? I do bottle a lot up...

I feel like I have accomplished absolutely nothing in my life. But it's my fault for not having thought of this and that and for not doing this and so on. Next year I'm going to college and I'm excited to actually be doing something with my life, but at the same time I'm afraid I won't be able to experience enough.

I over exaggerate a lot to draw attention to myself and to confuse people. But then it gets to the point that I unintentionally get myself all excited from provoking everybody else and I'm like a train without breaks. Until I decide to calm down suddenly, then people constantly question what's wrong with me. I just get so bored so I have to entertain myself somehow or I'll go crazy.

I feel extremely vulnerable and uncomfortable in grocery stores. Nowhere else, just in places like Walmart or Meijer. I have no idea why.

I like this thread :)

[Kuthtuk]

Confession:

I wish and don't at the same time to know where the hell my life's going.

I wish i had more inner willpower instead of the usual "reflected" power of will.

I freeze my feelings with cold logic and I don't have a clue if that is the most healthy thing to do.

Never saw life as premeditated and direct thing, I always saw it as a blind poker game. Sometimes you have win, sometimes you loose, sometimes you bluff, sometimes you fuck up a perfectly winning good hand. This view scares me shitless cause very few people envision things that way.

[entpIdeas]

I fucking love dogs. I feel a really strong connection with them because they always seem to share my tendency to give 100% attention to something, but be able to switch my attention very quickly. Always enthusiastic, quick to defend the ones they're loyal to, can be totally random at times.

Did you really post this? Roflmao

[Octavekey25]

Confessions? I do bottle a lot up...

I feel like I have accomplished absolutely nothing in my life. But it's my fault for not having thought of this and that and for not doing this and so on. Next year I'm going to college and I'm excited to actually be doing something with my life, but at the same time I'm afraid I won't be able to experience enough.

I over exaggerate a lot to draw attention to myself and to confuse people. But then it gets to the point that I unintentionally get myself all excited from provoking everybody else and I'm like a train without breaks. Until I decide to calm down suddenly, then people constantly question what's wrong with me. I just get so bored so I have to entertain myself somehow or I'll go crazy.

I feel extremely vulnerable and uncomfortable in grocery stores. Nowhere else, just in places like Walmart or Meijer. I have no idea why.

I like this thread :)

Crap forgot one (of course)

I feel like a total loser because this site is the only place where I feel like people actually understand me. Even before I knew about this MBTI stuff. I only know two people with personality types close to mine (or at least the cognitive functions) and that's an INTJ and an ENFP. I love both of them dearly.

[turmauge]

You know -- a year ago, I might have agreed --- but I've learnt to grow into my 4wing and embrace the darkness, the melancholy and decided to co-exist with it instead of fighting it all the time.

Unfortunately I don't even have a 4 anywhere in my tritype :S And my upbringing has basically hammered into my head that any negative emotion, albeit normal and necessary for human operation, was undesirable. Long story short everytime I was upset or sad I wouldn't get comfort or even space to experience them, I'd just earn my parents' displeasure. For the most part I chalk it up to them thinking that the wonderful sheltered sterile life they have deemed to grant me was inadequate in maintaining my perpetual happiness.

[entpIdeas]

You think that's it? Because everyone's emotions ebb, flow and change. I'm not sure that's not just part of being human except ENTP's don't stick around for the next phase, they just figure that's it and split. Just a thought.

yes, I do believe you see the light very clearly. We certainly leave before phase 1.5 and long before 2.0 so we'd never know if they came back around. of course, when I have had the rare occassion to stay, they did no such thing as come back around. Once when the emotions didn't leave it didn't matter, the person did. Ha That was usually my role.

[gingertonic]

Did you really post this? Roflmao

i was baked as fuck when i wrote that, i have to admit. its helped me develop a quasi-emotional side when i'm not high but sometimes shit like this comes out lmao.