It's my senior year of high school. I've been hellbent on leaving for five years.
I fell in love with someone, and him with me.
in this past couple of years, since about 1/3rd of last school year to now. I was a little messed up then having some issues with family and with my best friend/ex him and I broke up in January, and then I started dating the boy of whom I speak.
the next six months had it's up and downs, I was depressed most of the time, down and missing the other person, trying really hard to get over it, but was too stupid and immature to notice who I had right in frount of me. him and I broke up in June, I broke his heart without meaning to (and INTP's yeah, it's weird when they show a lot of feeling)
I told him yesterday that I have decided to leave, it was a tearful horrible time, and he was sweet about it, trying to calm me down. and then I told him that I wanted him to make a choice on if he wanted to stay with me while I was here, or if he didn't want to "waste his time" (his words not mine) to leave me now before it'd get any harder.
Today, he is a jerk about it, making me feel horrible for doing what is best for me even though I begged him to come with me, why in the hell is he acting like this?
he told me loving me isn't enough to stay.
I don't understand how his Ti, makes him THAT unfeeling :(