Hello everyone I am Kutty new to the forum, and excited to have an outlet for myself, I am so frustrated these days, I feel so left out even though I have my hands in about everything possible! and it's still not enough! I have so much ENEGRY for a MACHO ENFP male, I love life and learning so much that it almost makes people sick, My own Mother and Father don't understand me 95% of the time. Nobody except my best freind who is also ENFP understands me. I wan't to know everything and do everything and see everything and know everybody, I want to be the smartest man alive, the Most in shape man alive, the richest man alive the most full filled man alive! and yet I have no idea of obtaining such a life style, even harder for me is finding a good girl freind, Hasnt been done so far! I live in a economic depressed rural area in North Eastern PA. Nothing is expanding there are no jobs there is no movement, I hate!!! when there is no movement, NOBODY understands why I am always chaning my mind about something, I AM SO IDEALISTIC. I can INSPIRE the heck outta people in Speeches I give, but at the same time I can't seem to inspire myself!? right now I have no Direction. I am so against college and it's High Cost, I am a firm Believer in SELF EDUCATION! But I have no Idea what to do with myself haha. I just can't pick anything that holds my interest long enough to go through school for it. I never did well in High School I was So against Formal Education my Whole life, it never taught me anything. I really dislike teachers that believe in the education system in america, it's pure crap, seems to me my energy is a negative one, my passion is hating on things, I am so good at down talking everything, and yet never found anything to talk ultra positive about. Nothing and I mean nothing lives up to my expectations. Girl freinds come and go because of there lack of imagaination, I havent been able to find and ENFP girl freind yet. And the careers that ENFP's are suppose to do are just sooooo not practical. EVEN harder yet is that I am a agressive ENFP male, I love competition but I dont like to fight and bicker, I am so strange haha. But I would like some ENFP's Inputs how they deal with being them..