I understand where you're coming from.. ;)
BUT(!) I "believe".. that "God" is ALREADY in everyone. No need to seek. No need to repent. Only a chattering mind to gently try and silence. No scriptures to read. Only an"other" persons eyes to look in to.
I will not discipline my self.
There is no discipline.
The "Immortal God" that you talk about is, in my humble opinion, my self, you, and everything/one else.
My "light" is the light of my self.. and when I am in touch with my self, you will be in touch with your self. And when that happens.. Eden will return to the planet of Earth.
But then again.. I am a drunk, sinful perverted, danish sissy boy about to go to bed. Sweet dreams. And may all of our dreams come true !
LOVE TO ALL!