WoodsofDesolation

I give up on people.

EDIT: I was thinking of taking this entry back after some contemplating...but no. I stand by what I said.

Ever been met with hostility because you don't fit someone's idea of who you should be? I'mtalking about individuality -- appearance, interest-wise, what you identify (or dont) identify as.

So one may have a preconceived notion of how you should be based on their limited exposure to people who aren't what they're used to seeing or hearing about? Basically they judge according to what they've been socially conditioned to believe is true. Or they can't accept that their categorizations ...

I'm not posting as much as music as I did before...lest it becomes like my old blog I had on another site. So once in a while I'll post something I'm listening to.



Genre: Black Doom Metal
Album: The Funeral Era
Artist: Vhernen

I'm completely aware of how unusual this might seem to most people, especially with how Black Metal gets a certain rep.

Hell yes (lol no pun intended) it has certain qualities ...

So far this year I've been distraught with keeping up with what's going on, and learning how many black people, men women and children alike (and other POC) are being arrested beaten and/or killed by the police for no reason other than racial profiling and bigotry.

These things have been going on for years and years and years, much longer before I was born. I know history quite well and the effects of it that left traces in how our society runs today.

Yet still this year ...

I go back to university in about 24 days. I'm pretty excited about new classes and I'm excited about starting my new role as marketing chair to our autism awareness club. But I'm not too excited about being involved socially. The chances of that turning out well are slim-to-none.

The past two years I attended, the friendships I attempted to make went so wrong. Either the friends I made turned into manipulative and egotistical jerks or I drifted from them. I guess my idealism plays a ...